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Jon Arbuckle
Aspiring Corpse
- Jul 23, 2024
- 48
basically I've "passed" the final hurdle and am strongly considering ctb via a gun now. I've been seeing a lot of people say a shotgun is the best since it has the highest chance of success, but I really want to use either a handgun or revolver, firstly because theyre cheaper, second because ive seen shotgun suicides and the aftermaths are always so much more gory and…intense to witness than with handguns or revolvers. Ideally I wouldn't want my family discovering my body but I know it's most likely going to happen. I already know this is going to hurt my family really bad, I don't want to add the fact that my face is completely mangled beyond recognition on top of that. is this a normal thing to worry about?