Discussion Is it finally my Time?

[ixkitty]

I'm attempting the Lethal Cardiac Mix.
I've just taken 5 or so Anti emetics.. I've also taken like 3 Delta gummies.. and I'm sipping alcohol as we speak. In about 30 mins or so I'm gonna take my breath and take the Cardiac meds..

 

[Interloper]

How are you feeling about it?

 

[GasMonkey]

Amitriptyline?

 

[ixkitty]

How are you feeling about it?

So far I'm lonely . But I'm okay right now

Amitriptyline?

Correct

 

[ixkitty]

please think about it more before you decide to ctb

Are you asking me to Think about life more? Or friends? or Family? or something different? I'm Just wondering.

 

[Octavia]

I hope that you find peace however things go.

please think about it more before you decide to ctb, if u want to consider reaching out to the hotline

Given that they have quite a specific recipe, I think that they have made up their mind already.

 

[ixkitty]

I hope that you find peace however things go.

I hope so too.. <3

 

[finnn]

I hope that you find peace however things go.


Given that they have quite a specific recipe, I think that they have made up their mind already.

you have a point i guess even though this is a suicide forum it makes me sad

 

[finnn]

Are you asking me to Think about life more? Or friends? or Family? or something different? I'm Just wondering.

so sorry i meant about wheather you wanted to or not but ultimately i hope whatever happens you'll be ok and find peace <3

 

[ixkitty]

Given that they have quite a specific recipe, I think that they have made up their mind already.

you have a point i guess even though this is a suicide forum it makes me sad

I understand how it can be hard for some people. I actually lost my Late Fiancé to the Gunshot method. Where he found that strength? I'll never know

please think about it more before you decide to ctb, if u want to consider reaching out to the hotline

Actually I've considered that, but I honestly would rather not be inpatient again. The last time I was inpatient I actually had a worker there tell me if I ended there one more time he will ensure that I am forced to stay the full term no matter what. That man gave me nightmares for a year afterwards.. So I'd personally rather not go back :)

 

[Octavia]

I understand how it can be hard for some people. I actually lost my Late Fiancé to the Gunshot method. Where he found that strength? I'll never know

That is horrible, I am so sorry… hopefully you would be reunited with him if there is an afterlife.

 

[finnn]

I understand how it can be hard for some people. I actually lost my Late Fiancé to the Gunshot method. Where he found that strength? I'll never know

Actually I've considered that, but I honestly would rather not be inpatient again. The last time I was inpatient I actually had a worker there tell me if I ended there one more time he will ensure that I am forced to stay the full term no matter what. That man gave me nightmares for a year afterwards.. So I'd personally rather not go back :)

i understand how the hotline is terrible too i just suggested it cause idk what else i've texted the hotline multiple times and have had some of the counclers there treat me terrible, and about your finance i'm sorry nobody deserves to go through that

 

[ixkitty]

That is horrible, I am so sorry… hopefully you would be reunited with him if there is an afterlife.

I appreciate it very much

i understand how the hotline is terrible too i just suggested it cause idk what else i've texted the hotline multiple times and have had some of the counclers there treat me terrible, and about your finance i'm sorry nobody deserves to go through that

I appreciate it. Thank you

 

[Yankey Doodle]

I'm attempting the Lethal Cardiac Mix.
I've just taken 5 or so Anti emetics.. I've also taken like 3 Delta gummies.. and I'm sipping alcohol as we speak. In about 30 mins or so I'm gonna take my breath and take the Cardiac meds..

Safe travels, hope you get the peace we all deserve!

 

[ixkitty]

I'm taking my deep breaths, I want to feel the alcohol a lot bit more before I do the Amitriptyline. So I'm just gonna cycle between the antis and alcohol for a bit. If I have to suffer a little bit I believe I can deal with it

 

[Lament]

Wishing you the greatest success on your endeavours. My condolences for the loss of your fiancé. I hope you find peace. <3

 

[ixkitty]

Wishing you the greatest success on your endeavours. My condolences for the loss of your fiancé. I hope you find peace. <3

Thank you
I also just realized I have a slightly older prescription and they accidentally put 50s instead of 25s!

 

[ixkitty]

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Lol Bless. Yes.

 

[ixkitty]

I've taken the final

 

[arsencio354]

rest in peace

 

[Caoine01]

I hope you feel well, see you next.

 

[Tartuffe]

❤

 

[Shivali]

 

[outrider567]

Rest In Peace

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you found the freedom that you were searching for, RIP.

 

[lukas19]

 

[Lost Magic]

 

[LateForTheBus]

I hope you've found the peace you sought and deserved.

 

[SexyIncél]

Rest well. I wanted to reply to something you posted long ago, but I see you're probably resting now. If you wake, maybe I can tell you something you'll find funny.

 

[ixkitty]

I did everything I was sppose to do.. Unless I miscalculated on the measurements..

The only thing I haave now is just .. dizziness and body tremors