Discussion Is it bad that I read this besides of my dad?

[NorthAmericanQc]

In fact... My dad speak another language and he don't know how to read. He doesn't speak/read English.

When we are in car, going to work.. I read this forum, like it was absolutely nothing. I don't know if I should feel ashamed or bad about it.

 

[Trulysorry]

I read this when I'm with my family as well.. and when I'm at work.. when I'm with friends.. I'm getting good at scrolling quickly but do feel badly for it.

 

[NorthAmericanQc]

I read this when I'm with my family as well.. and when I'm at work.. when I'm with friends.. I'm getting good at scrolling quickly but do feel badly for it.

I guess I'm broken. Somehow.

 

[Trulysorry]

I guess I'm broken. Somehow.

I think we all are, in our own ways

 

[Thisisme373]

I read these forums about 8 hours a day. It's one of few things that comfort me, reading about methods and ways out, all the possibilities and reviewing what way will be my way.
Plus people here do not judge me and I can be open with my thoughts.

 

[NorthAmericanQc]

I read these forums about 8 hours a day. It's one of few things that comfort me, reading about methods and ways out, all the possibilities and reviewing what way will be my way.

Yes that's so comforting. Finding an exit door. Knowing we can find peaceful ending on here. Hopefully.

 

[Logic]

In fact... My dad speak another language and he don't know how to read. He doesn't speak/read English.

When we are in car, going to work.. I read this forum, like it was absolutely nothing. I don't know if I should feel ashamed or bad about it.

I read this one day while my mom was a few feet away, she somehow look over told "me a CRNA has no business being on this forum. Everyone on this forum is utterly insaine." I was very annoyed told her she has no business looking on my phone.

 

[Redt2go]

I read this one day while my mom was a few feet away, she somehow look over told "me a CRNA has no business being on this forum. Everyone on this forum is utterly insaine." I was very annoyed told her she has no business looking on my phone.

Wtf she didn't ask if you were suicidal? If you were okay?

 

[Logic]

Wtf she didn't ask if you were suicidal? If you were okay?

She is one of those heavily religious types. If you die by suicide you will burn forever

 

[color_me_gone]

a CRNA

Wow! Lol, do you have access to pento? (N)

 

[Logic]

Wow! Lol, do you have access to pento? (N)

I have access to Barbs and everything under the sun. Risking my job Is not exactly worth it to me or nessicary.

 

[color_me_gone]

I have access to Barbs and everything under the sun. Risking my job Is not exactly worth it to me or nessicary.

No, I didn't mean for us, I only meant for you.

 

[Logic]

No, I didn't mean for us, I only meant for you.

Look I know CNA's who have gotten away with stealing strong Opiates. Could I get away with stealing lethal painless drugs for myself? With ease. Am I interested In that? Not really, there are more reasonable options.

 

[Logic]

No, I didn't mean for us, I only meant for you.

Btw N would not be my drug of choice and I would not take it orally. There are drugs that work faster.

 

[NorthAmericanQc]

Btw N would not be my drug of choice and I would not take it orally. There are drugs that work faster.

Which are?

 

[throwaway777]

im the same. nobody in my family knows english, so im always on this site like it was nothing... i feel bad too but i got used to it ...