Emerita

Emerita

Martyr for Peace
Jan 16, 2025
27
I'm currently living with my family, and I'm unsure if it's wrong for me to ctb in their house. I'm planning on ctb when they are away later this year, I will set up a scheduled email to my local police department. I have instructions on how to enter and where my body will be. I'll be leaving more information that I think they will need on the desk that will be near. I am also considering leaving a note with some money for a cleaner and setting up a pre paid account for my cremation arrangements. I might also pick out a urn before I go, maybe one of those eco ones so I can be apart of the Earth? The only thing is, is it wrong to do this in my parents' house? My room is in the basement away from everything else. I have been waiting for assistance for living expenses by my social worker but I plan on ctb before then. I was also considering about a hotel, but there's a perfect spot at home that I don't think any hotel would have. As I am planning on full suspension hanging. What do you think?
 
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Namelesa

Namelesa

Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
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I would say it isn't wrong as its fair for you to want to quit life early when we were forced into this life and that you should be able to escape your suffering with whatever way you can. If you want to avoid them seeing your body then put some note outside your room saying that you have died by hanging (or suicide if you don't want to be specific to them) and to not enter the room if they don't want to see your dead body. Sounds like you should be able to do that without it risking the attempt being stopped mid way through as you said you are doing this when your family is away. Also as this is the basement and rarely other family members use it, they will not have to be in a room that is associated with you making it that your death has less effect on them.
 
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Dot

Info abt typng styl on prfle.
Sep 26, 2021
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Slf opinn = slghtly dffrnt tbf

Am nt goin2 us wordng lke 'rght' or 'wrng' bcse am gettng th/ imprssn tht u mght b lookng fr validatn in ur decsn

= impssble 2 predct wht effct ctb in thr hme wll hve on thm bt thre cld b a v plausble chnce tht thy wld nt wn2 sty in th/ hse n.emre

Thy wld stll b associ8tng th/ deth of thr chld withn thr resdnce & mght wll visualse ur ctb if thy evr vist tht basemnt

S/ thnk tht possblty = jst smethng tht u nd 2 b prepard fr in ur decsn makng
 
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Worndown

Illuminated
Mar 21, 2019
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If they can find you withing a day, cleanup should be easy.
You parents will need to deal with the event happening in the basement.
Leave them a good note.
 
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Emerita

Martyr for Peace
Jan 16, 2025
27
Where else do you have?
Wait I just remembered that we have a small separate room connected to the garage. This room isn't used by anyone, It has a few boxes which I can move before hand that way its empty. I just checked and it has a place that would definitely work for my method. Or I guess I could go into the forest but that feels scary.
 
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Halfhourdays

Halfhourdays

Arcanist
Mar 14, 2025
445
I have roommates, so I am having my own struggle with privacy/what to do.
 

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