FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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In my case it's all I've ever wished for, there's nothing desirable about any kind of existence, as the reality is that existence was just an unnecessary and dreadful mistake, it's tragic how existence disturbed the peace of nothingness, ultimately causing so much suffering as a result.
Only nothingness is perfection, it sounds so ideal to not exist for all eternity, all that appeals to me is an eternal and dreamless sleep.
And to me it only feels rational to wish for nothingness as one cannot suffer from the absence of everything, I very strongly believe that once we die we simply cease to exist and that is it for us, we are gone.
This is why only the thought of being free from this existence comforts me, it's such a terrible curse having the ability to exist and death means freedom.
I could never understand why anyone would prefer this harmful burdensome existence over the peace of nothingness, I will always hate how suicide isn't as straightforward as just choosing to never wake again.
Only nothingness is perfection, it sounds so ideal to not exist for all eternity, all that appeals to me is an eternal and dreamless sleep.
And to me it only feels rational to wish for nothingness as one cannot suffer from the absence of everything, I very strongly believe that once we die we simply cease to exist and that is it for us, we are gone.
This is why only the thought of being free from this existence comforts me, it's such a terrible curse having the ability to exist and death means freedom.
I could never understand why anyone would prefer this harmful burdensome existence over the peace of nothingness, I will always hate how suicide isn't as straightforward as just choosing to never wake again.