I dont really give a fuck if its like 'sleep' or not lmao (but NOT any fcking "afterlife"/"life after death"/"something"/"thing" in general at all). if "it" is like "eternal sleep" then ok I guess, as long as it is actually/truly/literally or whatever the fuck those 'words' mean ETERNAL and itll NEVER end at all/itll NEVER at all 'reach' any 'limit' and there'll/itll NEVER at all "be"/"happen" ANY "something" in general at all. I literally just DONT want ANYTHING in general at all to "be"/"happen" after "it", no fucking 'matter'/'regardless' what the damn fuck it is neither how, nor what type/way/form etcetc it is/can be. No 'consciousnesses'/'existences' etcetc of any type/way/kind/form/sort etc in general at all, NOTHING. I fucking hope or whatever the fuck "hope" fucking means that 'death' ISNT absolutely anything at all. Just nothingness/non-existence for all 'eternity'/forever. I fucking 'hope' that DEATH is the total absolute literal END of absolutely anything/everything in general and that NOTHING in general at all no fucking 'matter' what neither how etc it is/can be will ever 'happen' after "it". I hope "it" isn't any "something"/"thing" in general at all. Theres a 'name' for "it" (death) so I can 'refer' to it/'talk' about it but that doesnt mean that "it" is "SoMeThInG" NOR that tHeReS 'sOmEtHiNg' aFtEr It/'sOmEtHiNg' hApPeNs AfTeR iT. Death = eternal absolute literal infinite total pure plain complete endless limitless NOTHINGNESS/NON-EXISTENCE and nothing at all "happens" after "it". there's absolutely NOTHING at all, NEITHER "material"/"tangible"/"measurable"/"perceivable" etc NOR "immaterial"/"intangible"/"unmeasurable" etc.
NO other/more/different 'lives'/'worlds'/'existences'/'consciousnesses'/'dimensions'|'planes'/'planets'/'galaxies'/'universes'/'realities'/'perceptions'/'energies'/'matters'/'beings'|'entities'|'life forms'|'species'/'things' in general/'places' in general/whatever the damn fuck in general nor etcetcetcetc or whatever the damn fuck all that fucking means lmao in general at all NOR basically absolutely literally totally ANYTHING fucking else in general at all of any type/way/kind/sort/form etc in general at all NOR absolutely literally anything else in general at all. Literally absolutely completely totally utterly NOTHING. "I" or whatever the fuck "I" "is"/means will fucking finally leave/get 'rid' of/get out of the meat flesh 'carcass'/'vessel'/'shell'/'suit'/'capsule' "I" was fucking 'trapped' in, that forced/obligated "me" to in general 'exist'/'be' "something"|"someone" in general and in general 'experience'/'live'/'perceive'|'see'/'feel'/'know' about/'cArE' aBoUt etcetcetc called "human body"/"body" or whatever the damn that even is/means and will fucking finally NOT "exist" in general at all/NOT "be" absolutely totally literally basically utterly ANYTHING ANYONE ANYWHERE ETCETCETC in general at damn fucking all NEVER at all no fucking 'matter' how much fucking "time"/"years" and or whatever the fuck "pass by". "I" literally simply just will NEVER at all 'exist' in general/'be' "something"/"someone" in general NOR 'experience'/'participate' in/'live'/'do'/'be part' of/'explore'/'discover'/'belong' in|to etcetcetc in general absolutely totally basically literally ANYTHING in general at damn all of any type/way/kind/form etcetc in general at all
If it fucking 'turns out' that "there's something", well "I" guess "I" will just have no choice but to fcking 'accept' it and fcking "mOvE oN" and all that crap lmfao. but i FUCKING HOPE that there actually WONT be absolutely ANYTHING and just/only eternal endless absolute total literal infinite nothingness/nonexistence forever