Discussion Is ctb because of embarrassment rational?

[Peacefulness]

So I've read a bunch of different opinions about it. It seems that if someone has made incredibly embarrassing mistakes and been shown to society to be a disgusting person without their consent. The eternal embarrassment of their mistakes and the fact that society now views them as ugly and disgusting may justify their ctb. Thanks for your thoughts.

 

[Ghost2211]

I can see how feeling rejected by society could cause one to want to ctb.

what happened?

 

[faust]

Society can judge in many ways. You don't even have to make deadly mistakes. Of course, for some people being rejected is utterly devastating as we are all people and need communication and support. So I believe it might be the reason to CTB.

 

[Peacefulness]

I believe my mind and my thoughts may be being manipulated by a government organization. They may have been telling others that I'm a racist and maybe some sort of pervert. Whenever I go outside I believe I'm confronted by them with their hateful and disgusting stares from their informants. It has made it impossible for me to live my life. I believe I've always had deep trauma from my childhood and self racial hatred that I've been suppressing and has probably contributed to my constant inaction and deep self-esteem issues. But at the end of the day, I've always believed in my heart that I'm a kind person and I always wanted to live truthfully and lovingly. So ctb will end my embarrassment of not fighting back and sticking up for myself from these monsters even a little and give me eternal peace from them. I've never been sadder and more embarrassed that I didn't stick up for myself it's debilitating. Also learning that my religion that I invested my whole life into seems to be a lie probably didn't help things. Anyway, hopefully, when i ctb I can truly explain this to god because if he exists then he sees everything and he will understand.

 

[Heady_Cerebrum]

I believe my mind and my thoughts may be being manipulated by a government organization. They may have been telling others that I'm a racist and maybe some sort of pervert. Whenever I go outside I believe I'm confronted by them with their hateful and disgusting stares from their informants. It has made it impossible for me to live my life. I believe I've always had deep trauma from my childhood and self racial hatred that I've been suppressing and has probably contributed to my constant inaction and deep self-esteem issues. But at the end of the day, I've always believed in my heart that I'm a kind person and I always wanted to live truthfully and lovingly. So ctb will end my embarrassment of not fighting back and sticking up for myself from these monsters even a little and give me eternal peace from them. I've never been sadder and more embarrassed that I didn't stick up for myself it's debilitating. Also learning that my religion that I invested my whole life into seems to be a lie probably didn't help things. Anyway, hopefully, when i ctb I can truly explain this to god because if he exists then he sees everything and he will understand.

Have you ever seen a psychiatrist?

 

[TAW122]

To answer your question, it can be rational, depending on the situation. For example, if someone just made a petty mistake with no immediate consequences to their future, livelihood, and what not, then it is a bit 'irrational' to CTB over it, like maybe messing up an order in a restaurant or something small. Another example is if an master of some craft or performer or what have you, messed up in an really important competition or performance that would dictate their future and career and the screw up is something that should never have happened, then yes the amount of embarrassment would be more than enough to justify CTB'ing, especially the consequences that come from the embarrassing mistake.

 

[Peacefulness]

Planning to one last time but i feel the psychiatrists are being fed lies by these monsters and their expressions are hurtful and bewildering when i seek help. I can't put them in such as scary situation and it's also a bit imorral. But that's why I'm planning to ctb soon

 

[issyishere]

it seems like you're suffering from paranoia right now. try waiting a few days or so to become more in tune with your thoughts and i second trying a psychiatrist one more time.

 

[Final Escape]

One reason im ending this. My life is embarrassing and it will get worse