Discussion Is choosing CTB chase after an illusion?

[ProntoFim]

Is choosing CTB chase after an illusion? what if we really are already immortal? what if we're just repeating your past choices endlessly? this thought disturbs me. But what choice do I have? At this point in my life I feel like I've seen too much to want a page 2. In fact I feel trapped in an endless loop. Everything happens following a certain pattern in my life that I can't escape, when it all ends it all starts again and worse. I'm desperate to end it all. Anyone else feel this way?

 

[Foresight]

On a practical level, remember you have no decision after death. You currently only have choices in this life. If we're subject to this kind of occurrence then we're subject to it. What can be done. I don't recall any past lives so the character that is me doesn't go beyond this life.

I do believe in reincarnation. If it stresses you out badly then knowledge is power and you can investigate what has been theorized about reincarnation, samsara, simulation theory, etc. Whatever fits your thoughts. On a personal level, I think most people who ctb end up back on earth or a similar dimension.