Help Is anyone thinking about committing suicide soon? And what's the method you will use?

[natsukashiii]

Hi I'm new here so this is my first post as I'm just curious. I'm being consumed by my anxiety and depression. I haven't gone back home to my parents house since I live on campus and didn't even visit them for the Christmas holidays. I've been feeling so shit, I cannot physically get up. So unproductive and so unmotivated.

I want to buy SN as I've recently just found out about it here but I don't know where to buy it since all are for industrial/professional use so I can't just buy it. What other methods would work best? I feel so shit and sick of everything. I hate everything and want to die as soon as possible. I'm just scared of failing and living with consequences so I need a reliable method.

Thanks!!

 

[*Hope*]

I believe N is the most peaceful method. I believe it calms you and makes you go to an eternal sleep.
I couldn't imagine doing cbt any other way

 

[lucacaro]

Are you in or outside of the US? Because if you're in the US I know where to get SN, if not then sorry!

 

[*Hope*]

Are you in or outside of the US? Because if you're in the US I know where to get SN, if not then sorry!

Sorry I'm from Europe

 

[natsukashiii]

Are you in or outside of the US? Because if you're in the US I know where to get SN, if not then sorry!

No sorry, I'm from the UK :(

I believe N is the most peaceful method. I believe it calms you and makes you go to an eternal sleep.
I couldn't imagine doing cbt any other way

What does N mean? Where can I find a post about these acronyms? Thank you

 

[*Hope*]

No sorry, I'm from the UK :(

What does N mean? Where can I find a post about these acronyms? Thank you

Nembutal. Lurking on this forum for long enough will give you this knowledge

 

[lucacaro]

What does N mean? Where can I find a post about these acronyms? Thank you

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/acronyms-on-here-for-new-users.6031/

 

[neren]

I will within the next few weeks. SN would be my primary. I can literally order it on amazon. I would like to try N but I don't know where to get it. If those fail my backup is a shotgun I will craft (dont have access to firearms) before my ctb date.

 

[WornOutLife]

I believe N is the most peaceful method. I believe it calms you and makes you go to an eternal sleep.
I couldn't imagine doing cbt any other way

I second this! N seems to be the paradise.

 

[loopylou]

Yes. SN I just need to find benzos to reduce my SI

 

[Mendmywings7]

I believe N is the most peaceful method. I believe it calms you and makes you go to an eternal sleep.
I couldn't imagine doing cbt any other way

What is cbt? Sorry if that's a stupid question.

 

[Spiral]

Ctb - catch the bus

 

[aminend]

I see my bus from afar. That's coming. My method is SN

 

[WornOutLife]

Well, I was gonna ctb last Jan, 21st. My method was gonna be either SN (never got it) or partial hanging.
Still, here I am! Nice to meet ya.

 

[BlackCatTalk]

Next week with SN

 

[sorella santini]

I do wish I had access to N. It would make things so much easier.
My plan/hope is to be gone by mid March, but that will largely be determined by opportunity/circumstance, since I do not live alone.

 

[Ghostly]

Ctb date is 12th-14th will probably shoot myself on one of those days I'm happy it'll be over soon

 

[lost_soul83]

I'm hoping to be gone in the next week or so, SN is my method.

 

[Aloken]

I don't think I'll be able to do it on a fixed date, but yeah, I want to be gone soon. I think I'll stab myself in some kind of berserk-because-I'm-too-hurt mode.

 

[setomikey]

Hello!
Yes, I want to do it Monday.
I want to use some pills or something, but don't really have anything available...
Does anyone know if sleeping pills can be usually bought without prescription (in Europe, Romania)? -also, if yes, would they do the trick?-
I don't really have that many options..since I don't want anything that would hurt. Some people would say that I am a coward..but it's not about that..but the fact that..ffs, I have suffered enough, I don't want to suffer also in the last seconds or minutes of my life.. And also, there are some theories that when we know that our life will end, time can pass much much slower (since time is relative)

 

[HopelessFight]

Yes, and I want to use SN. But I don't want to CTB immediately, I want to have SN at home for the moment I cannot go on anymore.

 

[Trisolaris]

I'm thinking about it all the time. Probably hanging or jumping from height.

 

[StateOfMind]

Well, I was gonna ctb last Jan, 21st. My method was gonna be either SN (never got it) or partial hanging.
Still, here I am! Nice to meet ya.

Not sure why that made me laugh.
Never mind, I come from a dark place.

I see my bus from afar. That's coming. My method is SN

I literally see my train coming from a far.

 

[Buttercup2.0]

Hello!
Yes, I want to do it Monday.
I want to use some pills or something, but don't really have anything available...
Does anyone know if sleeping pills can be usually bought without prescription (in Europe, Romania)? -also, if yes, would they do the trick?-
I don't really have that many options..since I don't want anything that would hurt. Some people would say that I am a coward..but it's not about that..but the fact that..ffs, I have suffered enough, I don't want to suffer also in the last seconds or minutes of my life.. And also, there are some theories that when we know that our life will end, time can pass much much slower (since time is relative)

I recommend spending some time on this site ("method" tab or "wiki") and figuring out your own way.
I believe there are more peaceful methods, trust, do not ctb on impulse, you do not want to be a vegetable cause your life will be in another person's hands... a pro-life-er's hands (all medical peeps are pro-life cause they save lives)!

 

[262653]

Yeah, but I had so many soons already that I ought to start using a trademark.

 

[lost_soul83]

Everyone on this site says not to ctb on impulse, plan everything out. But I'm starting to think that you won't be able to do it unless it's on an impulse cuz if you think about it too much you won't be able to do it.

 

[Cat5050]

Hello!
Yes, I want to do it Monday.
I want to use some pills or something, but don't really have anything available...
Does anyone know if sleeping pills can be usually bought without prescription (in Europe, Romania)? -also, if yes, would they do the trick?-
I don't really have that many options..since I don't want anything that would hurt. Some people would say that I am a coward..but it's not about that..but the fact that..ffs, I have suffered enough, I don't want to suffer also in the last seconds or minutes of my life.. And also, there are some theories that when we know that our life will end, time can pass much much slower (since time is relative)

Don't do it!

 

[setomikey]

Don't do it!

I don't really have any way out of this hell, so.....

I don't want to do it so much..I just see no solution and can't take it anymore..especially that Monday will be the day when a lot of things will fall on me

 

[wordsonscreen]

Maybe if I can finish my stuff in time. I hope to. And I would use SN

 

[Cat5050]

I don't really have any way out of this hell, so.....

I don't want to do it so much..I just see no solution and can't take it anymore..especially that Monday will be the day when a lot of things will fall on me

What situation are you in and what can't you take? What's going to happen on Monday? You said you don't want to do it so much, but you don't have to.