2024 bump, samo az li sam balgarka tuka be. Deiba :D
Okay ot seems like bulgarians are too happy to be on this site. Maybe I'm alone. If by any chance any bulgarian stumbles upon this in the future, im alive or dead but i was a person who loved life. Loved love. Loved Bulgaria. I wanted to have something to live for. I wanted to care for somebody. Or even just a pet, or a simple houseplant. But i couldnt even take care of myself. Idk if im alive when youre reading this. But i had a dream. I was stupid to take on the system. I was stupid for daring to dream. But like in the book 1984, i cry and suffer but at least it's real. Im done with the fake shit. Frankly you don't care about me and i don't care about you. Maybe your stupid family or colleagues pushed you to the edge. You are reading a dead womans journal. My soul has died long ago. Before elementary school. I wish bulgarian suicide hotlines, psychologists and asylums werent so useless and terrifying. I wish somebody heard my final pleas and screams for help. Колко мъка има по тоя свят, Боже. Колко мъка.