Discussion Is anyone else trying to have a peaceful day?

[OldGod]

I'm planning to CTB in a couple weeks but I need to pass the time before the preparations are made.

I had a martini last night to ease my thoughts and pacify me enough to go to bed. I woke up at about 9am today. Took a shower, got dressed, cleaned up some things around my apartment, and watered my plants. I just finished a late breakfast and may make another cup of coffee.

I received the Twin Peaks: From Z to A set in the mail today, on the recommendation of my late best friend and plan to get through as much as I can and hopefully get to a few movies today as well (The Shape of Water, Blood Diamond, Silence, and Once Upon a Time in Hollywood). I also received a new vinyl album by one of my current favorite bands (Intercourse - Everything is Pornography When You've Got an Imagination). Throughout the day I also plan on playing a few games to keep my mind occupied. Films are passive, games help stimulate and distract me much better when I feel manic. I'll be playing Darkest Dungeon, Escape From Tarkov, and possibly a few others. Beyond that, I'm hoping someone hits me up to hang but I doubt that will happen so I'm trying to make the best of my time. Hopefully it doesn't get derailed by another nervous breakdown but I'm trying.

What does your day look like?

 

[mesohappy]

I got up let the dog out and fed her.Made a couple spicy bean tostadas for breakfast.Washed down with a glass of orange juice and a pom pom cigar. Made plans to clean out and wash my truck to get it ready to sell.Took out the trash and it is cold and windy outside.I don't think Ill wash the truck today.I don't have the energy for that shit anyway.Maybe just clean out the inside.Maybe go to an AA meeting here in a bit.Came up on a few bucks and the urge for strong drink is feeling powerful.Maybe stop off a couple places to inquire about work.I don't want to be cooped up in this house all day.

 

[OldGod]

I got up let the dog out and fed her.Made a couple spicy bean tostadas for breakfast.Washed down with a glass of orange juice and a pom pom cigar. Made plans to clean out and wash my truck to get it ready to sell.Took out the trash and it is cold and windy outside.I don't think Ill wash the truck today.I don't have the energy for that shit anyway.Maybe just clean out the inside.Maybe go to an AA meeting here in a bit.Came up on a few bucks and the urge for strong drink is feeling powerful.Maybe stop off a couple places to inquire about work.I don't want to be cooped up in this house all day.

It sounds like you have a good plan for the day. I'm sorry to hear about the weather, it's actually about 45 degrees where I am today. Glad you're getting out of the house anyway.