Is anyone else suffering so much they are getting sudden violent urges ?

[zdeweilx]

I want to hurt people who hurt me in the past so badly, i fantasize about seeing their faces covered in blood and in agony.

I'm talking about the two awful persons who gave birth to me, i want to see them writhe in pain, i'm sure nothing else will bring me inner peace.

Sometimes i'm daydreaming about dealing them the same pain they have dealt me, and just imagining it gives me a lot of satisfaction.

 

[tonicer]

I wanted to hurt the people who started my depression back in my school days but my adult brain tells me not to since they were just dumb kids and if i ever meet them now 30 years later they will probably say "Sorry, i was a total idiot back then.".

 

[zdeweilx]

I want to hurt the people who started my depression back in my school days but my adult brain tells me not to since they were just dumb kids and if i ever meet them now 30 years later they will probably say "Sorry, i was a total idiot back then.".

I get where you're coming from but some people are so shitty they'll keep pretending they haven't done anything until the end.

 

[nails]

i deal with violent thoughts very often, but they're pretty random. it started off as fantasies about hurting the people who hurt me, but now these thoughts/fantasies consist of random people as well. i feel very guilty and it's difficult to talk about. i just try to shake the thoughts as soon as they begin because the guilt and disgust towards myself gets overwhelming, lol.

wishing you the best. i hate people, i'm sorry you've been hurt by others.

 

[WhatCouldHaveBeen32]

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[tonicer]

I get where you're coming from but some people are so shitty they'll keep pretending they haven't done anything until the end.

I understand you because you suffered from adults. My bullies were kids and i hope they became normal adults. I might be wrong obviously because some people never change.

 

[addictedfukup]

An old friend of mine set me up, i was jumped and robbed, i saw him awhile back and beat his ass, that felt good, i honestly forgot all about it and wouldnt even bother him if i saw him now, but i recently had a violent dream where i did some terrible things i dont want to descibe to him, that didnt feel good

 

[KlixxFoxe]

Sometimes I think about huring random people in a real bad way, but then I remember that actually I'm a good person and unable to do that. Probably it's the hormones thing