RileyTanaka
ill / failure
- Mar 20, 2020
- 264
My family hates me - they've made it very obvous that I'm a burden they don't want to deal with, and I ended up homeless as a result for about a year. Even after having gone through all of that, they still turn me away. After a lot of thought, I realized that my death will be a relief for them too. They'll no longer have to deal with a child they don't want to take care or, nor the difficulty of trying to get along. There's no more contempt to be had. No more pain, anger, sadness to be passed around.
So many people on here say that their love for their family keeps them here, stuck in limbo because they don't want to hurt them. For me, my relationship with them is so fractured that I sincerely believe they might be happier without me here. And no, I'm not just killing myself solely for them - it's mostly about my shit quality of life being so ill. But I can't help but think it's a win-win for everyone.
So many people on here say that their love for their family keeps them here, stuck in limbo because they don't want to hurt them. For me, my relationship with them is so fractured that I sincerely believe they might be happier without me here. And no, I'm not just killing myself solely for them - it's mostly about my shit quality of life being so ill. But I can't help but think it's a win-win for everyone.