Venting Is anyone else just...tired?

[magician99]

I feel like I've come to the point where even my body doesn't want to live anymore.

I'm tired. Always. I could sleep for 8 hours and wake up, but I still feel tired as if I never slept at all.

Fatigue is ruining my already ruined life. It's a bad joke. Nothing helps.

I just want to fall asleep, have a good dream, and never wake up, but life is obviously not so nice to do such a favor for me.

 

[EntomologicalCat]

I know exactly what you mean. I've been experiencing severe, chronic fatigue since I was around 9 or 10, and it's slowly been ruining my life over the past 8/9 years. The terrible thing about it is that everything starts to fall apart around you because of your lack of action, but you can't do anything about it because your body just seems to give up on you. It would be amazing if we had the ability to pause time for as long as we want so we can sleep as long as we need, and unpausing once we are ready.

 

[leftdreaming]

Yes, in an insomnia sort of way.

 

[SunnyDay_NoSunshine]

I feel like I've come to the point where even my body doesn't want to live anymore.

I'm tired. Always. I could sleep for 8 hours and wake up, but I still feel tired as if I never slept at all.

Fatigue is ruining my already ruined life. It's a bad joke. Nothing helps.

I just want to fall asleep, have a good dream, and never wake up, but life is obviously not so nice to do such a favor for me.

same here

 

[outrider567]

I'm tired of everything

 

[AnxietyHangover]

Yep, I noticed I started to feel a deep apathy and tiredness, I theoretically sleep well at night but it no longer seems to be enough. I don't know, I feel like I'm degrading with each passing day.

 

[Forever Sleep]

Yes, I definitely relate. I'm so lethargic. There's so much I should be doing too. I think it's such a vicious cycle too- the less we move, the more unfit we get, the more unfit we get, the harder it is to move.

I know I'm going to have to break the cycle soon. I've just finished a project but I need money. I'm just dreading everything though. I dreamt last night that I got shot in the head. If only it had been real...

 

[telro]

Yeah, I'm very tired and fatigued. It's hard to even walk at times

 

[NoWayOut015]

I'm so tired and exhausted all the time and I feel awful about it all the time. I sleep terrible at night and after 7 in the morning I finally manage to have a nice sleep with dreams...
I missed an appointment because of this today because I just couldn't get up after a whole night of rolling around and worrying... I hate this feeling and I hate myself

 

[Dainhla]

Yep, I feel so tired that I have to push myself to get out of the bed every morning. Smiling is for me now of the hardest things to do. I swear that I try, I try so arduously to feel fine, but I can't force my body to express a happiness that isn't there

 

[The anhedonic one]

Extreme tiredness could also mean something else, other than the effects of depression.
It could also be a thyroid gland problem.
But yes, other than physical symptoms of fatigue, I'm just so tired of existing in this dreadful world.
Everything seems like a monumental effort.

 

[FuneralCry]

I could never not be tired of existing here, I find it tiring simply just being conscious and aware, existing is tiring as we cannot escape from ourselves, we are trapped here until the day in which we are finally free. And death certainly is the only relief in this dreadful existence, the thought of permanently ceasing to exist with everything finally forgotten about is comforting to me. Death is true peace and freedom from this nightmarish world filled with endless potential for suffering.

 

[just_so_done]

i can so relate to what all of you are saying, i'm so fucking tired physically and mentally. I can't even find the energy to plan my ctb so just lay in bed hating this existence hoping it will just end somehow.

 

[BlackNails]

Im falling behind on work and education. Lost relationships and friendships. Go to sleep in hopes ill be rested when I wake up and it feels like no difference was made when I wake. Tired all the time, emotionally and physically. Cant convince myself to do anything I need to, cant even do what I used to like to do. Literally watching my life run away from me because my stamina is depleted. So I think I can relate.