Venting Is anyone else just a mess of a person?

[PyramidHead]

I wouldn't have survived for more than a few years if I was born at a time without modern conveniences. I genuinely cannot function as a normal human being. I can't hold a conversation for more than a minute, I cannot interact with others, and I despise going outside because I cannot deal with social situations. That's just the social aspect of things, but to put it into perspective, I just feel alien, and it feels like I am trying to fit in and be human but fail miserably

 

[Dead Meat]

Yes, I'm a complete mess, physically, mentally and emotionally I'm basically just a POS

 

[AerialBoundaries]

I want to believe I'm redeemable, but the reality is people like me are incompatible with society.

I'm an extremely mentally unstable individual and I'm getting worse as I'm getting older. My brain has rotted to the point that it has compromised my morals, my judgement and I've genuinely become a bad, malevolent person.

I don't deserve to live.

 

[betternever2havbeen]

Yes a complete mess. I couldn't sustain a life, it's too hard. I don't eat right, don't sleep at normal times, can't handle stress, my life is hell.

 

[Hollowman]

Complete mess here and I relate to your social struggles.

 

[Lxions]

I can't function correctly, and I will never be a contributing member of society.

 

[scarletstarlet]

Im genuinely a useless being and my family reminds me every day.

 

[Hunter2005]

Yes I am a complete mess, I wish I wasn't born.

 

[FuneralCry]

When it comes to the whole social interaction type thing, I know that I would be the same really, but it isn't like I could ever have any desire for such a thing anyway in fact I never have done.

I just honestly think that not everyone is meant for existing here, at least I've never been but the problem doesn't lie in me, instead it only lies in life itself, I don't exactly hate myself, I just hate the fact that I was cruelly forced to exist, trapped in an existence that is not for me. I know that suffering, risking experiencing even worse torment at any moment and enduring this futile process until I decay from age certainly is something I'm not meant for and I could never wish for any of this. Existence is a curse in which only death can offer relief from, when the true problem lies in life itself only peacefully not existing could solve it.

 

[PyramidHead]

When it comes to the whole social interaction type thing, I know that I would be the same really, but it isn't like I could ever have any desire for such a thing anyway in fact I never have done.

I just honestly think that not everyone is meant for existing here, at least I've never been but the problem doesn't lie in me, instead it only lies in life itself, I don't exactly hate myself, I just hate the fact that I was cruelly forced to exist, trapped in an existence that is not for me. I know that suffering, risking experiencing even worse torment at any moment and enduring this futile process until I decay from age certainly is something I'm not meant for and I could never wish for any of this. Existence is a curse in which only death can offer relief from, when the true problem lies in life itself only peacefully not existing could solve it.

This is pretty much exactly how I see life, except I see myself as the problem. I feel like life could be decent, but it is just not for everyone. It's disgusting that we're popped into existence without our consent, and forced to keep existing. I hope you find peace whether you decide to keep going, or not.

 

[sorrowful]

very much so. never finished hs, no job, go outside once every few months, no friends and unable to talk with people, always at home doing drugs. it sucks, i got unlucky with mental health and specific events in my life and now i'm forced to rot away as a nobody. truly hope that soon i am able to rest.

 

[expiredfckmeat]

I'm completely a mess, no idea how I keep going.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Complete mess!!? It's only a matter of time til it all comes crashing down.

 

[NorthernMonkey]

Yes :(

 

[Depression]

Yes. I am a complete POS. I literally hate myself more than anything in this world. If there was a switch that I could flip to completely disappear, I would flip it and break off the switch.