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What is MDD?I wont leave my bed for weeks due to MDD. I have to have my mom do everything
Major Depressive disorderWhat is MDD?
I am housebound not bedridden struggling very hard to eat every day but today I can't. I've had mdd since I was tiny child.Bedridden... No...
Housebound... Yes...
In pretty bad f***ing shape, if I'm being honest.
@genoke - this is major depressive disorder
I can relate so much to your post. Right now I just have.... I'm losing hair in the shower and I think about to have a nervous breakdown and I won't be able to eat today.Major Depressive disorder
Shit I'm getting there too where my old errands are just breaking my body down completely it's so scary. I'm losing control of my what choices I have. I have no choice but to keep it together or I'll get locked up.Yeah, this is my diagnosis, and I'm incredibly fatigued and brain fogged. Every part of my body feels heavy and compromised. My limbs throb, and I can barely ever drag myself out of bed to do anything. And if I overexert, I pay the price by being even more exhausted than usual over the next few days.
I struggle to eat as well. I am so sorry you suffer from this, especially from such a young age:(I am housebound not bedridden struggling very hard to eat every day but today I can't. I've had mdd since I was tiny child.
It does, doesn't it?? I can usually manage to keep the pets taken care of but man oh man. Or doing anything more than taking a shower -- and then sleeping the rest of the day because it literally took ALL my strength to get that done.It really zaps all your energy
Taking a shower is a huge effort! My 65 year old mother has way more energy than meIt does, doesn't it?? I can usually manage to keep the pets taken care of but man oh man. Or doing anything more than taking a shower -- and the sleeping the rest of the day because it literally took ALL my strength to get that done.
What are the fastest easiest meals for you to eat? I am definitely not eating enough. What do you do if you're too tired to go #2?I struggle to eat as well. I am so sorry you suffer from this, especially from such a young age:(
I have a BF that's been doing everything for me but seriously how much longer will be be able to tolerate this and then I'm screwed. I'm glad you have your mom for support.I wont leave my bed for weeks due to MDD. I have to have my mom do everything
I drink meal replacement shakes and eat yougurt and instant oatmealWhat are the fastest easiest meals for you to eat? I am definitely not eating enough. What do you do if you're too tired to go #2?
Same. If I go now I will leave a mess and they will be cursing my gravei need to sell quite a few things, put others in some order, which will take some time but i lose the will to follow through. i don't want to leave a mess of things for relatives to have to go through and also want to leave any funds i can.
I don't eat much either. I'm glad you have more energy. I've been bed rotting for months not for lack of energy but more that i lost the will to live and do anything.I bed rotted for months. The time blurs together and you suddenly haven't gotten out of bed in god knows how long. I have more energy now, but I've always been really bad at maintaining a consistent caloric intake so now I'm tired from whatever deficiencies I have
Same. I cry every day and barely eat. I also got banned from reddit for a post about suicide I wrote.I can relate so much to your post. Right now I just have.... I'm losing hair in the shower and I think about to have a nervous breakdown and I won't be able to eat today.
If I cry ill never stop. I can't move today I'm too isolated even online this reddit ban Killed Me. I banned myself.....
I hope that works out for you if you have no other options to get better.I'm afraid to leave my apartment due to medical abuse ptsd and chronic physical pain. I'm looking into the Switzerland option.
I'm dead inside with no will to live.Yeah I can relate, it sucks not being fully alive. Sorry you have to deal with this bs.
I feel my depression isn't a lack of energy but more that I lost the will to live and give a shit about doing anything.Taking a shower is a huge effort! My 65 year old mother has way more energy than me
I have been diagnosed with MDD when I was 11. Almost 8 years later and I have found ways to deal with bedridden…ness.Im suffering so badly. My brain is trying to kill me. I can't function. I want so badly to get all my affairs in order first but can't even do that. Can anyone else relate to how disabling MDD is?