valentine
Student
- Apr 2, 2019
- 101
Long story short I've reconnected with a friend after we broke up awhile ago, he knows I want to ctb and wants to go with me.
planning on doing SN - I can get meto and benzos myself so that won't be an issue. Plan is to do it in a motel room.
I made the offer for him to join while I was drunk & trying to figure out if it's actually a good idea. I told him he's allowed to back out at any time as long as he doesn't tell anyone about my plan.
I just don't really know what to do. I have my doubts but I don't want to die alone. I haven't had much luck finding a partner here. I wouldn't be relying on him for any of the supplies either. What would you do?
planning on doing SN - I can get meto and benzos myself so that won't be an issue. Plan is to do it in a motel room.
I made the offer for him to join while I was drunk & trying to figure out if it's actually a good idea. I told him he's allowed to back out at any time as long as he doesn't tell anyone about my plan.
I just don't really know what to do. I have my doubts but I don't want to die alone. I haven't had much luck finding a partner here. I wouldn't be relying on him for any of the supplies either. What would you do?