Discussion Introducing myself

[freetoleave]

Hello to everyone that would read this.
I'm on the site since many months now and i havn't introduced myself so here i am.
I like this place and i'm spending some time reading the forum.
I hopes it can help me in some ways.
Often people are asking about the age to consider if someone can seriously sustain death as a reasonable choice.
First, I think that several different opinions doesn't mean anyone have to be wrong.
Secondly, I'm an entire person what ever my age is and i don't need to live longer to know who the fuck i am.
The less i can say is that i don't want to live anymore.
I've seen myself become someone i don't want to be and i'm angry.
Each day a little more.
I'm planing to kill myself even if i feel kind of sorry for the child i was.
I hope some people here would understand what i can feel and the meaning of my words.

 

[color_me_gone]

Hi @freetoleave welcome to our playground.
I feel various people get different thing from SS.
Some find their method here.
They discover what to do and not to do to be successful with your chosen method.
They can discuss with others, their concerns about their chosen method.
Others are not sure if they really want to ctb, or not, so they discuss with similar others.
Some are depressed and lonely. They find this place where they can talk to others without being judged.
Some develop friendships with others here.

Lastly, I would say that most everybody here understands your words, and how you feel.
All my best to you - hope you get what you need here, Good luck!