Hi, I have a few questions.
My first one is about if I should tell my counsellor about how I am thinking of committing soon or something of that topic. I really don't want to die soon however I feel that I have no other choice because I have unfortunately failed classes last semester which put me on academic probation, this semester I did much much better, except I think I will fail 1 class out of 4. I asked my teacher if I could redo the test, but there is no rewrites. I was wondering if anyone has been in this situation and told there counsellor and were then able to do a test and pass. I just do not want to be on academic suspension and I would rather commit then be a failure to my parents and see how mad they will get.
My second question is if there is no other way out of this to rewrite that test and not be suspended from college, does anyone know if taking too much insulin will work. I am a type 1 diabetic and that is the method I have thought about many times, it seems easy, but I am not sure if that is really the case so I want some opinions on how bad taking too much insulin is as a method and if it can cause me to become much more ill if I somehow survive.
Another thing, my counsellor knows that one of the methods I mentioned when I was on the verge of committing in December and had to make a safety plan with her is the insulin. I do not know if telling her will either get me wellness checkups at my home which will be awful since I live with my parents, or if it would help me somehow in redoing a test.
My first one is about if I should tell my counsellor about how I am thinking of committing soon or something of that topic. I really don't want to die soon however I feel that I have no other choice because I have unfortunately failed classes last semester which put me on academic probation, this semester I did much much better, except I think I will fail 1 class out of 4. I asked my teacher if I could redo the test, but there is no rewrites. I was wondering if anyone has been in this situation and told there counsellor and were then able to do a test and pass. I just do not want to be on academic suspension and I would rather commit then be a failure to my parents and see how mad they will get.
My second question is if there is no other way out of this to rewrite that test and not be suspended from college, does anyone know if taking too much insulin will work. I am a type 1 diabetic and that is the method I have thought about many times, it seems easy, but I am not sure if that is really the case so I want some opinions on how bad taking too much insulin is as a method and if it can cause me to become much more ill if I somehow survive.
Another thing, my counsellor knows that one of the methods I mentioned when I was on the verge of committing in December and had to make a safety plan with her is the insulin. I do not know if telling her will either get me wellness checkups at my home which will be awful since I live with my parents, or if it would help me somehow in redoing a test.
