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km0990

Member
Feb 22, 2022
79
Had a inquiry about N.

I had 3 bottles, but unfortunately 2 broke in a move.

Is there a suggestion to possibly combine the N with something else?

Thanks.
 
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John Ryder

John Ryder

"You're a smart kid...you'll figure it out."
Jul 7, 2023
334
Brand, size, concentration etc?
 
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DeadHead

Belief is the enemy of knowledge
Aug 20, 2023
292
If you got the bottles from A a few years back then 2 bottles is enough. Smart of you to get 3 because i only got 2 and ruined 1.
 
John Ryder

John Ryder

"You're a smart kid...you'll figure it out."
Jul 7, 2023
334
Ok, so Arranda or other MX vet brand, prob at concentration of 60-65mg/ml, for about 6-6.5g total. It's kind of a borderline amount, a little less than half what is currently used at Dignitas etc. I'd recommend looking into supplementing with phenytoin sodium (e.g. Dilantin) (2-3g), mixed into water consumed right before N (helps induce cardiac failure), and following up with a few glasses of a strong liquor of your choice (neat or on the rocks, no fancy cocktails). With that amount I would also strongly advise minimum 24h (longer even better) alone and uninterrupted to account for potential longer time to death.

Btw D previously sold a stronger concentration closer to 20g/bottle prior to the 6g concentration, hence my asking brand/concentration. If you have that stronger variant you can disregard the phenytoin and go lighter on or even skip the alcohol.
 
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DeadHead

Belief is the enemy of knowledge
Aug 20, 2023
292
How did you ruin them?
I ruined 1. It was when I extracted a little through the lid with a syringe and accidentally got air in the bottle.
Believe it was from who was known as D, 100ml bottle

Believe it was who was known as D.

And it was 2 that got ruined, so only 1 left
How did you ruin them? The 100 ml bottles are supposedly the equivalent of 6 or 6.5 and you need 12 to do the job is the advice I was given. I would not risk it with 1 bottle. Have you done a taste test? The taste is mindblowingly foul. Indescribable.
 
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Eternal Oblivion

Student
Nov 23, 2021
195
I miss D, hope he's doing well.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,206
Idk . Take n . Immediately shoot self in mouth shotgun.
2. Take n . Then sn?

Any feedback would be appreciated 👍

Cause also thinking of doing this myself
 
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roguetrader

Experienced
Feb 17, 2021
245
Idk . Take n . Immediately shoot self in mouth shotgun.
2. Take n . Then sn?

Any feedback would be appreciated 👍

Cause also thinking of doing this myself
2 is a bad idea. Taking SN might make you puke the N!
 

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