catwalk
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- Nov 12, 2018
- 75
Ever since I was ~8yo I "knew" that one day I'll off myself.
In the coming years and ever since I have been actively suicidal.
My mind has made up tens if not hundreds of reasons to do it, everytime one is gone a new one appears immediately after.
The thing is, I have no real reason to off myself. Decent family life, 0 trauma or abuse etc. (although I'm autistic)
My mind has simply been dead set on killing me since day 1, no matter what.
Anyone else have a similiar experience?
In the coming years and ever since I have been actively suicidal.
My mind has made up tens if not hundreds of reasons to do it, everytime one is gone a new one appears immediately after.
The thing is, I have no real reason to off myself. Decent family life, 0 trauma or abuse etc. (although I'm autistic)
My mind has simply been dead set on killing me since day 1, no matter what.
Anyone else have a similiar experience?