Inferior

[death137]

Does anyone feel inferior all or most of the time? If so what is your reason?

I feel inferior all the time when I'm around or think about ppl because of my sub-humanity. It doesn't matter what kind of person you are I automatically feel inferior to you. Out of the many probabilities of me being born as a normal being or not born at all I came out as a disgusting little creature. I've been forced to hide myself at home all day because of something not my fault. Everyday is nightmare. I hate this existence. I really hope I get the courage to hang myself soon.

 

[rs929]

Does anyone feel inferior all or most of the time? If so what is your reason?

I feel inferior all the time when I'm around or think about ppl because of my sub-humanity. It doesn't matter what kind of person you are I automatically feel inferior to you. Out of the many probabilities of me being born as a normal being or not born at all I came out as a disgusting little creature. I've been forced to hide myself at home all day because of something not my fault. Everyday is nightmare. I hate this existence. I really hope I get the courage to hang myself soon.

I feel different, special in a bad sense of the word. Like I was missing my legs and couldn't walk, except I can. I feel disabled. Maybe I am, I don't know

 

[BandAddict]

Yeah, I feel sub-par, behind, hopeless. I've always had this fear that I'm slow and no one will tell me. And past friendships weren't because I was a cool or interesting person, but out of pity. I just feel below everything and everyone. I'm annoyed with myself and feel like I must be annoying to everyone else. And part of the inferiority comes from being told that other people's problems are greater than mine and that I'm not the only one suffering. So, I feel useless that I couldn't dream of holding down a job or getting out, but all these people with bigger burdens to bear can do just fine in the real world. Like, what the hell is wrong with me, y'know? Like I'm defective or something.

 

[WornOutLife]

Since I got much fatter, I have a complex and feel extremely inferior when I see and talk to people slimmer than me. Also, things get much worse if these people are in shape and good-looking.

However, I sometimes feel more superior than some other individuals because I tend to be more smart and educated than them. I guess this helps.

 

[BandAddict]

Since I got much fatter, I have a complex and feel extremely inferior when I see and talk to people slimmer than me. Also, things get much worse if these people are in shape and good-looking.

However, I sometimes feel superior than some other individuals because I tend to be more smart and educated than them. I guess this helps.

Good point, I forgot to mention this. I'm extremely insecure, and body dysmorphia makes it a lot worse. Constantly comparing myself to everyone thinking they're smaller than I am because of persistent eating disorder thoughts.

Sorry you struggle with that, there really isn't any shame in it, it's the shitty conditioning that's put upon us. :( Hope you can find peace with it.