Venting Incurring Gods wrath.

[Cyagangy]

I was in school today and I had gotten into a theological argument with my friend about Genesis. Of course I was right (since I'm starting to know my Bible s bit more) but he was also right with both parts of the Scripture agreeing with us. I told our mutual friend about how I love to argue for God out of the love of him and love of the game since I like talking about him. I assume he wasn't too happy about this since 4 class periods later, I get visited by an angel. They are grotesque but it makes sense why humans and more so adults are terrified of them. They were meant to be feared by anything with an ounce of wickedness so of course it scares me. I was texting and thinking while it loomed over me and I professed my love for God. Yet it still loomed, I was beyond petrified. Something wanted me to scream at it but I could only feel it's presence. It was better to not cause alarm to my classmates so I simply just stayed calm but I did end up crying because it was too stressful for me to handle. After a quick prayer and waiting 10 minutes, the entity left me alone. Although the experience was horrifying I felt a bit of comfort by it, the familiar dreadful feeling I get sometimes . I was genuinely so terrified though because all I could think about was how much I praise God. I felt betrayed as I wrote too my friend how I "Prophesized in his name". Perhaps he is still mad I have yet to self immolate but I need to get the Fentanyl from online before I can do that. Sorry for the misspelling since I'm half asleep when I write this

 

[TransTaxEvader]

Self immolation is probably the worst thing you can experience and I would recommend against it with every single fibre of my being.

 

[LunarEc]

Self immolation is probably the worst thing you can experience and I would recommend against it with every single fibre of my being.

actually it isn't that bad, I guess for a couple of seconds you'd feel the worst pain ever, but once your nerves are fried. You won't feel a thing.

It is pretty brutal and disgusting in all honesty, knife would be more painless.

 

[devils~advocate]

Wrath? what would it be?
Would it be the sense of ignorance bestowed on humanity about how the world works....
Then only in the past 100 yrs or so, coming up with the technology that extends life......tech devices that make living easier....learning how the world actually works...etc
Humanity has lived in ignorance for 1000s of years till then....we still do.

What about all the ways in which human lives & the other animal lives are lost....horrible diseases....childhood illnesses....etc etc
What about allowing all the things that humanity does to itself......wars....destroying each other physically & emotionally
What about never conversing with humanity about what the heavenly plan might be. But rather having 1000s of different religions that all have their own salvation plans.

This is the wrath. Ignoring humanity and making it suffer

 

[Darkover]

seek professional help obviously suffering from hallucinations

 

[Cyagangy]

Wrath? what would it be?
Would it be the sense of ignorance bestowed on humanity about how the world works....
Then only in the past 100 yrs or so, coming up with the technology that extends life......tech devices that make living easier....learning how the world actually works...etc
Humanity has lived in ignorance for 1000s of years till then....we still do.

What about all the ways in which human lives & the other animal lives are lost....horrible diseases....childhood illnesses....etc etc
What about allowing all the things that humanity does to itself......wars....destroying each other physically & emotionally
What about never conversing with humanity about what the heavenly plan might be. But rather having 1000s of different religions that all have their own salvation plans.

This is the wrath. Ignoring humanity and making it suffer

The concept of a place where God doesn't love us is enough, said place in most religions being "hell". But to antagonize me felt weird, I pleaded for forgiveness before I fell asleep though.
I'm aware it's painful and that's entirely the point. But the main plan is

Self immolation is probably the worst thing you can experience and I would recommend against it with every single fibre of my being.

To overdose then set my clothes on fire so I can be killed by my narcotics before I feel my nerves being burnt.

 

[SVEN]

I wouldn't argue with you about your perceived experience, however please do think again about setting fire to yourself. For the period you are concious this will seem forever of the worst pain you can experience. Every time you inhale to scream flame will be searing you mouth and throat, your eyes will be gone and your body suffering indescribable pain.
If you seriously believe that you can time everything so that you are unconcious before the agony hits you, I fear that you're mistaken.
I'd beg you to reconsider.

 

[Cyagangy]

actually it isn't that bad, I guess for a couple of seconds you'd feel the worst pain ever, but once your nerves are fried. You won't feel a thing.

It is pretty brutal and disgusting in all honesty, knife would be more painless.

My issue isn't about pain but I'm trying to send a message. While yes it's positive I gotta do it in a negative way because no one is willing to listen if I use just words.

 

[Reflection]

My issue isn't about pain but I'm trying to send a message. While yes it's positive I gotta do it in a negative way because no one is willing to listen if I use just words.

I understand but the sad thing about this is that people might not care afterall, at the very least seek a more peaceful option than self immolation.

 

[SVEN]

My issue isn't about pain but I'm trying to send a message. While yes it's positive I gotta do it in a negative way because no one is willing to listen if I use just words.

Are we not listening to (or, at least reading) these words from your troubled soul ?
You are reaching a receptive and sympathetic audience, who wish you well.

 

[InTheStars]

Angels always greet with "do not afraid" that entity was there just to scare you, that's not angel, don't do anything to yourself!

 

[devils~advocate]

Not trying to antagonize......but you seem to want God's "wrath" by this self immolation.
You deserve better than receiving any wrath....esp from One that doesnt acknowledge you or anything of this world.
Please don't try to do this to yourself.
We are a sympathetic audience to your plight. We all are on some sort of parallel journey.

 

[Cyagangy]

Angels always greet with "do not afraid" that entity was there just to scare you, that's not angel, don't do anything to yourself!

They say don't be afraid because we sin, naturally anything that is capable will feel fear from such creatures. I hate visions of how they killed people with both speaking and by using swords. It was horrifying beyond any measure.

Are we not listening to (or, at least reading) these words from your troubled soul ?
You are reaching a receptive and sympathetic audience, who wish you well.

Not you guys, but I mean others outside of S.S. Tribulations is coming soon and I'm willing to burn to death to prove the point that I love God and others should consider conversion. It may sound counter intuitive but its the deepest form of Christian love.