I struggle with Hallucinations and chronic ideation so my mind is often playing tricks on me. When it gets really bad, there is nothing i can do to distract myself. entertainment will feel pointless, music will only add to the brain fog, and due to my illness TV or reading are hard to focus on. I think the only relief I have is taking meds that put me to sleep..... another reason im so comfortable with the idea of death as sleep is so similar.