Story In the process of waiting for CTB

[Sunset Limited]

Since I decided to commit CTB. I was so relieved at first. Before I thought the solution would survive, so I was very worried. After the CTB order, I started to feel like a superman. I enjoyed it for a while. Nothing could make me unhappy. Because I had a real solution. It was funny when I thought of things that used to worry me. Then it started to change. When this situation normalized, I lost my excitement and was replaced by a vacuum. I was dead. No plan, no imagination, no expectations, no pain, no worries ... I'm like that right now in the process of waiting for CTB. At first this joyful situation makes me feel very bad now. What's your status?

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[Anon]

I have similar experiences as you. Firstly i was thinking about my method (is this good or i will fail) but when i bought acids everything changed i never felled before so happy and having fun from life but when im really close to ctb im becoming angry from simple choices (something is not right with my self control)

 

[Crev7]

Helllo. I am new here.

 

[Sunset Limited]

Helllo. I am new here.

Welcome buddy.