FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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Suicide is certainly what has always made the most sense for me and is what feels right, of course it's very unfortunate how reliable methods get restricted from us, but the attitudes towards suicide just further emphasises that this world certainly is such a hellish place that could never be worth existing in. I just feel that in this reality, the thought of permanently not existing is what is the most appealing. This is because the true problem lies in life itself, as if there was no life there would be no problems, and life is the source of all suffering and torment. Leaving this world would solve everything as there are no disadvantages to being dead as I very strongly believe that we just permanently cease to exist. Suicide is just taking control and choosing not to delay our inevitable fate, and this is why I personally view suicide as being the best way to die rather than waiting to die in circumstances that are out of my control.
I very much hate how people label the suicidal as being "ill" and "irrational", this is just a way to try and brainwash people so that they delude themselves into being anti suicide, and I think that people who say things like this are in denial, they don't wish to accept that wanting suicide is a perfectly logical option that can make a lot of sense when one considers what life really is like. To me, life is something that is useless, unnecessary and disgusting, it's a burden to be trapped here in this world with no real relief from ourselves and this flesh prison that we are slaves to. I hate the uncertainty involved in life and how there are so many risks in existing, like nobody can guarantee that they won't end up in the most severe pain, and I would rather avoid ending up in a situation of worse suffering, so therefore wanting suicide is perfectly rational no matter what other people say.
Instead, to me the thing that is irrational is wanting to exist in this cruel world where chance determines everything, I despise life and it's something that is so undesirable to me as well, and just leads to unecessary suffering. I just view it as being extreme cruelty how even despite this we are denied options of peaceful ways to exit, after being forced here so unfairly it should be a human right. Life in itself is something that is completely harmful and only leads to nothing and nowhere apart from our inevitable decay from age anyway. The only thing that could ever be close to being positive about it all, is that someday I will finally not exist.
I very much hate how people label the suicidal as being "ill" and "irrational", this is just a way to try and brainwash people so that they delude themselves into being anti suicide, and I think that people who say things like this are in denial, they don't wish to accept that wanting suicide is a perfectly logical option that can make a lot of sense when one considers what life really is like. To me, life is something that is useless, unnecessary and disgusting, it's a burden to be trapped here in this world with no real relief from ourselves and this flesh prison that we are slaves to. I hate the uncertainty involved in life and how there are so many risks in existing, like nobody can guarantee that they won't end up in the most severe pain, and I would rather avoid ending up in a situation of worse suffering, so therefore wanting suicide is perfectly rational no matter what other people say.
Instead, to me the thing that is irrational is wanting to exist in this cruel world where chance determines everything, I despise life and it's something that is so undesirable to me as well, and just leads to unecessary suffering. I just view it as being extreme cruelty how even despite this we are denied options of peaceful ways to exit, after being forced here so unfairly it should be a human right. Life in itself is something that is completely harmful and only leads to nothing and nowhere apart from our inevitable decay from age anyway. The only thing that could ever be close to being positive about it all, is that someday I will finally not exist.