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bob mcbob
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- Feb 19, 2021
- 22
A medical mistake left me with an incurable neurological disorder. Every day gets worse, and I know my fate in the coming years - eventually I wont be able to walk, or feel my hands and feet. I've been depressed as long as I can remember - tried suicide at 17, failed, have held off for two decades but I'm at my breaking point.
Sad thing is if I had my health I could push through this - I have a great job, live in a fun city and am not awfully hideous :).
But every morning I wake up in immense pain, and drug myself through the day. It's untenable long term.
I read through the ctb methods and they're overwhelming, mentally and in some cases the process is too. I'm not there yet but I know I will be soon; I just can't handle this much pain every day.
Anyhow, thank you for reading and accepting me in the community. Wishing you all peace.
Sad thing is if I had my health I could push through this - I have a great job, live in a fun city and am not awfully hideous :).
But every morning I wake up in immense pain, and drug myself through the day. It's untenable long term.
I read through the ctb methods and they're overwhelming, mentally and in some cases the process is too. I'm not there yet but I know I will be soon; I just can't handle this much pain every day.
Anyhow, thank you for reading and accepting me in the community. Wishing you all peace.