In a bad way

[Susan Caswell]

I so close to jumping but dont know if where im thinking is high enough and terrified crippled on top of deafening tinnitus i cant take the noise any longer its been 3 years now never stopped its jet plane roaring hammering drilling hissing both ears but amplifying so bad i cant take any sounds not tap running not kettle not my voice i cant live with this we have to have quiet peace calm eat sleep i cant even stand up never mind get to somewhere to jump i cant even believe this can happen millions of people live ok with tinnitus level they can stand why me so extreme anxiety has made me so ill and i was so very healthy well happy living lovely life no problems at all there was nothing i couldnt do or needed had everything i could want i thought i had many years ahead of me doing all the things we planned id far rather this stop and let me get built back up ive lost 2 stone most of my lovey thick hair i never knew anxiety could make you so ill. I dont even know cause came on from nowhere no warning nothing i loved life my life anyone out there know how to get it down even i was a good person worked hard looked after everyone ate well lived very clean happy life no one on the plant deserves this but wish i didnt have it i cant stay like this its tormenting me oit of my mind can you imagine jet plane day after day night after night i could have stood anything at all but this i never knew so hard to go either i want my life but i cant live or function with both ears so loud with roaring and like pistons banging up and down i dont know if anyone could stand this ive tried and spent thousands trying to get to the bottom of it get it down get the hyperacusis to stop i can feel this into my feet pounding my head is vibrating and my ears i can stand a lot and have but i cant stand this survived cancer and big back op why this now been good person all my life this cant be my fate can anyone help me i cant see this stopping and i cant take any more of it sorry for venting you must be all be very sick of hearing me i was so well out every day doing lovely things cant believe it i hated it when it started but it was one ear one noise no amplifying no anxiety all the meds for anxiety have made it worse and worse i cant find anyone world wide with tinnitus and hyperacusis like this i cant be only person maybe those as bad with it found their peace lived with it or end it i cant believe how my ears are making 4 noises like this im terrified i end up insane i have to find way out now ive been suicidal since day it started and i didnt hear it all day was terrified wouldnt stop but never thought would get ear splitting ive never been frightened of anything in my life but im so frightened tired but its on every nerve i have and i have been calm all my life hundreds of condition in the world i get this nothing but this would even have brought me to this site ive tried everything possible to get diagnosis down calm the louder it is the more ill i am this cant happen 2020 and they cant stop noise in ears i just was living normal happy life really well please anyone can you help me x

 

[overcomingfear]

I'm sorry you're suffering. Can't imagine how it feels. Only thing i can tell u is 30m is a good height just don't land feet first

 

[Susan Caswell]

I'm sorry you're suffering. Can't imagine how it feels. Only thing i can tell u is 30m is a good height just don't land feet first

I cant judge height but than you x