I'm very obese and want to die

[metamorphosis7]

I really want to end my life, but I'm obese which causes failed suicide attempts. I can't purchase a gun and since I'm big I'm unable to hang myself. I tried taking a bottle of tylenol chased with 99 proof schnapps and all that happened was that I was sick for three days. I'm tempted to try it again this time taking it through out the day instead of taking it all in a four hour period. I would also take some antiemtic so that I will not vomit and I will chase it down with 99 proof schnapps. I'm really desperate to do this. My options are pretty limited. I can't afford nembutal because for my weight it would cost $1,500 bucks. I have no way of saving that much and I don't have access to a loan or credit card. I've been researching how to do this, but I haven't really found anything that will work. I've researched all methods to commit suicide and I'm running out of ideas. I don't want to be here anymore, I don't have anything to offer to society and it would be better if I were gone. I need ideas or something. I wish that someone lived near southern Oregon so that we could do this together. I will keep trying to find a way and I will keep trying to be creative.

 

[Cursed4ever]

You Will FIND PEACE Mate
GOD SPEED
Much Love
Hugs

 

[virginiawoolf86]

I'm sorry you're feeling this way. I know it doesn't feel like it, but you have something to offer.

I hope you find your peace in some way. You deserve it.

 

[Ghost2211]

I'm sorry you're feeling so low. I don't think your weight limits suicide as much as you think. I'll comment on hanging since you already mentioned it. I see how being obese might make full harder, but why would that greatly impact partial?

 

[Swoods]

I'm not saying what to do but I have found SN. That's my planned method. Do your due diligence and decide on what you want to do. Whatever you decide I hope you find some peace.

 

[Meditation guide]

I really want to end my life, but I'm obese which causes failed suicide attempts. I can't purchase a gun and since I'm big I'm unable to hang myself. I tried taking a bottle of tylenol chased with 99 proof schnapps and all that happened was that I was sick for three days. I'm tempted to try it again this time taking it through out the day instead of taking it all in a four hour period. I would also take some antiemtic so that I will not vomit and I will chase it down with 99 proof schnapps. I'm really desperate to do this. My options are pretty limited. I can't afford nembutal because for my weight it would cost $1,500 bucks. I have no way of saving that much and I don't have access to a loan or credit card. I've been researching how to do this, but I haven't really found anything that will work. I've researched all methods to commit suicide and I'm running out of ideas. I don't want to be here anymore, I don't have anything to offer to society and it would be better if I were gone. I need ideas or something. I wish that someone lived near southern Oregon so that we could do this together. I will keep trying to find a way and I will keep trying to be creative.

Take a look around at the forum. Tylenol and Schnapps isn't one of the suggested ways.

 

[justpeachy]

you should look at the resources section as there's many things listed that your weight would not interfere with. please don't do tylenol or any otc medication. you will not die and will end up with horrible medical issues to boot.

 

[Hopeindeath!]

I'm sorry you are going through a bad time. I hope it gets better for you.

 

[pickajack]

Hi @metamorphosis7
Sorry you are in so much pain and distress. Hoping you can find some way toward calm. Take some time to calm yourself down and avoid these impulsive decisions. Please try. Would hate for you to end up damaging your organs and health.
Sending you hugs and well wishes.

 

[Lifeless mindset]

Im also obese. Check out my most recent post, you might find it useful.

 

[metamorphosis7]

I'm not saying what to do but I have found SN. That's my planned method. Do your due diligence and decide on what you want to do. Whatever you decide I hope you find some peace.

That is how I'm going to go. I have all the directions. All I need to do is buy the stuff that I will need to take with it.