pillowbrat
Member
- Aug 19, 2020
- 8
does anyone else feel like they want to die, but they are also unsure because they feel like they would miss out on things. but you also feel like nothing could ever be worth everything you have to go through mentally and physically to even get there? i still enjoy some aspects of life, but i'm really struggling right now. it makes me sad to think about who would find my body, what i would miss, but also i just don't want to continue living. the other day i wrote down some of the reasons i wanted to ctb, but they seemed so trivial when the reasons are on paper? i feel like i'm just being immature and irrational. i'm basically on a roller coaster of emotions and doubts