Thinking
Specialist
- Jul 9, 2020
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My date is supposed to be this October 25. I really want to ctb but I feel upset to the point of nausea every time I think of leaving my best friend behind. She would surely kill herself out of grief. She has always been there for me and I love her more than anything. We've been through almost everything together.
But, she has no idea that I cut and want to ctb. I know this would come as a horrible shock to her and she would never recover.
Any thoughts on what I should do? I'm torn:(
But, she has no idea that I cut and want to ctb. I know this would come as a horrible shock to her and she would never recover.
Any thoughts on what I should do? I'm torn:(