I'm too scared and exhausted to hang myself

[icantdothisanymore7]

I was considering trying to hang myself tonight. I don't have a rope, but I thought a belt might work. But I'm so mentally exhausted. I'm getting really frustrated trying to research how to do it properly. I'm so scared I'll do it wrong and end up with brain damage. Why does it have to be so hard to die? I'd be doing everyone a favor. No one wants to be around a lazy and depressed person. But no one will help me. If I ask anyone for help, they'll just try to force me to stay alive. I'm so alone. We all have to die eventually, why is it so wrong for me to do it now and get it over with?

 

[situationalsui]

I wish I could figure out hanging too. I get overwhelmed reading about it. I've never been great with mechanical things and it just seems quite mechanical. I know it's possibly and I need to try harder but like you, the exhaustion makes it so difficult. I wish you the best.

 

[FuneralCry]

It disgusts me and it's beyond inhumane how it's so unnecessarily difficult to cease existing, I despise how we exist in a world where we cannot just peacefully and permanently escape from this existence, I really get that it's so dreadful feeling trapped here when you wish to be gone.

 

[MatthieuFrederickW]

I'm also concerned about any potential brain damage from failing. I'd like to know about testing safely and knowing at the real attempt I'd faint and never regain consciousness no matter what, but I don't think even full hanging is 100% guarantee.