I'm tired.

[throwaway123]

I need a reliable method. A gun or N would be nice. The closest thing to "reliable" I have is a 50m bridge where I'd end up in grass. I've heard about people surviving bigger heights. Can't buy a rope because I have no money and honestly if I'd walk into a shop buying a rope would be suspicious already. It's not that hard to read my face. I have some cable ties and I experimented with them and it hurt like hell. I didn't even pass out. Can't buy any guns in this facist country. I don't even have the money for that. Trains. Trains are so slow here and I've been to the train tracks before. I was spotted even before I could lay my neck down the track. I was thinking about waiting until next year for a better opportunity but I need something that works now. I don't want to and I can not wait any longer.

 

[nitz]

No it's not suspicious buying a rope. If you need money and don't have any sell stuff where you go you don't need it anyway.

 

[Deleted_9cKnXB34QG]

if I'd walk into a shop buying a rope would be suspicious already. It's not that hard to read my face

People don't give a fuck, trust me. Watch the documentary about Golden Gate bridge if you need reassurance about how self-centered people are.
And besides it's just a rope, not a gun or some illegal drug, they're not gonna call the cops on you for buying it.

 

[lv-gras]

People don't give a fuck, trust me. Watch the documentary about Golden Gate bridge if you need reassurance about how self-centered people are.
And besides it's just a rope, not a gun or some illegal drug, they're not gonna call the cops on you for buying it.

yeah it is surreal sometimes, like going into the drug store to get a few things for the method, thought everyone must know because some people have read it from the face, but somehow

 

[killmepls]

I need a reliable method. A gun or N would be nice. The closest thing to "reliable" I have is a 50m bridge where I'd end up in grass. I've heard about people surviving bigger heights. Can't buy a rope because I have no money and honestly if I'd walk into a shop buying a rope would be suspicious already. It's not that hard to read my face. I have some cable ties and I experimented with them and it hurt like hell. I didn't even pass out. Can't buy any guns in this facist country. I don't even have the money for that. Trains. Trains are so slow here and I've been to the train tracks before. I was spotted even before I could lay my neck down the track. I was thinking about waiting until next year for a better opportunity but I need something that works now. I don't want to and I can not wait any longer.

Shit dude I would probably be ok with buying you drugs from darknet as long as it's not expensive

 

[MortDeVivre]

I need a reliable method. A gun or N would be nice. The closest thing to "reliable" I have is a 50m bridge where I'd end up in grass. I've heard about people surviving bigger heights. Can't buy a rope because I have no money and honestly if I'd walk into a shop buying a rope would be suspicious already. It's not that hard to read my face. I have some cable ties and I experimented with them and it hurt like hell. I didn't even pass out. Can't buy any guns in this facist country. I don't even have the money for that. Trains. Trains are so slow here and I've been to the train tracks before. I was spotted even before I could lay my neck down the track. I was thinking about waiting until next year for a better opportunity but I need something that works now. I don't want to and I can not wait any longer.

Can you have a rope delivered to you?

 

[throwaway123]

Can you have a rope delivered to you?

No, my parents check the parcels I order.

 

[MortDeVivre]

No, my parents check the parcels I order.

Without knowing anything else, I'd say the 50m bridge is your best option. At 45m, you already have a 95% to 98% chance of succeeding. I wish I had access to something like that myself.

http://lostallhope.com/suicide-methods/jumping-high-building

 

[lv-gras]

No, my parents check the parcels I order.

: /

p.o. box?

 

[killmepls]

No, my parents check the parcels I order.

Poste Restante

 

[Death]

Poste Restante

Hadn't heard of this before (I have the same issue with post being checked) - thank you!!