BlueButterfly111
Idk
- Dec 26, 2024
- 331
I'm tired of feeling like this, feels like I should've just took my life back when my boyfriend had just passed away, when I really had the motivation to do it. Now I just don't know what to do, I feel so alone in this world and miserable. It took 5 fucking months for my Sn to arrive back when it did last year. That was way too much time, maybe had it arrived when it was supposed to, I would've been gone already, and wouldn't have convinced myself to stay alive.
It's like I'm just continuously being tortured for no reason, at least if you were going to not give me the willpower to kill myself, then give me some kind of joy in life. I just hope I'll know when the time is right, and won't have to suffer forever. I had hope at the beginning of this year, but my mental health is going down the drain again, and I'm not happy.
It's like I'm just continuously being tortured for no reason, at least if you were going to not give me the willpower to kill myself, then give me some kind of joy in life. I just hope I'll know when the time is right, and won't have to suffer forever. I had hope at the beginning of this year, but my mental health is going down the drain again, and I'm not happy.
