im tired of waiting

[uselessflesh]

i want to get it over with now but im trapped i have nothing. am i meant to resort to violence and stab myself somehow

 

[max_vader2]

Really bad way to ctb. Your body self preservation instinct will kick in, and will prevent you from doing some lethal damage
So you'll just end up in the hospital, and your closest ones will be notified of your attempted suicide.

Don't make your life worst

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand just wanting to be gone, I also feel so tired of it all and I understand that it's so dreadful and torturous feeling trapped in this existence, I wish there's the option to just painlessly cease existing in peace and never suffer ever again. But anyway I wish you the best.