Venting I'm tired of living

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

If I could ctb tonight I'll do it. I can't wait anymore. I want to die. Life is just too much for me. This is a nightmare. I'm totally desperate. I can't see myself like this. A total failure. I can't wait to die. Drink SN and end all this. If I had SN and were alone I'd do it tonight without hesitation. There's no good future for me. I'm hopeless.

 

[LMLN]

I'm so sorry. ❤ I've been feeling more and more desparate myself. Anything in particular making you more upset lately?

 

[21Neberg]

If I could ctb tonight I'll do it. I can't wait anymore. I want to die. Life is just too much for me. This is a nightmare. I'm totally desperate. I can't see myself like this. A total failure. I can't wait to die. Drink SN and end all this. If I had SN and were alone I'd do it tonight without hesitation. There's no good future for me. I'm hopeless.

Sorry to read that. I feel what you're saying. Although my SN attempt failed, the feeling of power I had when I still had my SN was great. I hope you'll feel better soon.

 

[waterbottleman]

Sorry to read that. I feel what you're saying. Although my SN attempt failed, the feeling of power I had when I still had my SN was great. I hope you'll feel better soon.

Your SN attempt failed?

Were you found by someone or something.

I'm gonna do SN to end my life and considering doing it sometime this week.

 

[Lostandfound7]

What happened sweetie? Talk to us..

 

[21Neberg]

Your SN attempt failed?

Were you found by someone or something.

I'm gonna do SN to end my life and considering doing it sometime this week.

Yes, my SN attempt did fail. I feel like im kind of notorious because of it haha. I was found, and they knew something was wrong since my lips and fingers were blue (I didn't know it yet, I had just finished drinking it) Ambulance was called, intensive care unit for a bit, one of the worst times of my life.

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

What happened sweetie? Talk to us..

I'm tired of living. I don't want to see another day.

 

[Donk]

i feel you my friend. even tho i dont wanna hurt my wife i can imagine going through with ctb if
know for sure my mental state dont improve. pm me if you need someone to talk to.

 

[Lostandfound7]

I'm tired of living. I don't want to see another day.

I hear u..what is making u feel like that?..maybe we can help u out...

 

[antler]

I'm tired of living. I don't want to see another day.

I feel like that a ton as well, just tired of the same old bullshit every single day. Feeling like it's all just the same anyway. Sometimes the littlest things can make me feel a little bit better though. Sunrises and sunsets, or a big moon behind the clouds.