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Existingnotliving

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Feb 13, 2020
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Anyone else just constantly exhausted from trying to stay alive? Trying to appear normal. Trying to get through each day even though you're exhausted, exhausted even though you haven't done anything. Not wanting to go to sleep because you don't want the next day to come but wanting to sleep because you need the day to end?
 
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Living_Hurts_so_Much

Experienced
Jul 30, 2020
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Sounds exactly how I feel.
 
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Freeme3820

Freeme3820

One day this Girl will be free <3
Jul 27, 2020
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100% x
 
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rt1989526

Paragon
Aug 2, 2020
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Yes absolutely, well said. Right now the only thing I enjoy is sleeping. I absolutely hate waking up.

The worst is having to try to act normal around coworkers and shit.
 
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BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

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Dec 1, 2019
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Yep. Completely. I wake up each day and as soon as I open my eyes I wanna go back to sleep. I don't do anything all day, I have no real life, just sit around and wait for my bus to come.
 
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Ulisses

Arcanist
Feb 21, 2020
487
I'm in this situation, so counting the time for the day to end to hang up a little.
 
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Dima2

Dima2

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Jul 24, 2020
56
I wait till midnight, smoke and look to the sky , go to sleep,

Then suddenly i wake up realizing i have to repeat this misery
 
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Mgl91

Mgl91

Nothing is real
Feb 16, 2020
193
Anyone else just constantly exhausted from trying to stay alive? Trying to appear normal. Trying to get through each day even though you're exhausted, exhausted even though you haven't done anything. Not wanting to go to sleep because you don't want the next day to come but wanting to sleep because you need the day to end?
every day that feeling. the worst are the depressing nightmares that only let you sleep 2 - 3 hours and waking up crying life is so distressing sometimes ...
 
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Deleted member 17949

Deleted member 17949

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May 9, 2020
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Very much. Simple tasks take so much mental energy, and most people barely even seem to understand the concept of mental exhaustion. Life is heavy, it is totally understandable to feel like this in your state.
 
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Nymph

Nymph

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Jul 15, 2020
2,565
Feel you completely
 
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