I'm thinking of leaving right now

[White_Room293]

I'm putting some SN in some pills at 15 mg. I'm just tired of living right now. I got my propanolol and my tylenol for any heart rate or pain issues. Do I really need to wait for my meto or will I be fine without it?
I just took the propanolol and the tylenol I just need to know if I should wait for the meto to come in the mail. I don't want this to get fucked up

 

[Stan]

I wish you a peaceful transition.

People get sick with meto in them so its no guarantee that it works all the time. So it's down to you.

 

[Jean4]

I hope all goes well for you. We are here for you.

 

[White_Room293]

I wish you a peaceful transition.

People get sick with meto in them so its no guarantee that it works all the time. So it's down to you.

Thank you. I just wanted to make sure. This is one of the hardest things I've ever done

 

[Katerina]

If it doesn't feel right hold back get help there are other answers
My thoughts come and go maybe with work you can overcome this xxx

 

[White_Room293]

I hope all goes well for you. We are here for you.

Thank you. This shit is getting everywhere in my room. I'm hoping to god I don't vomit because my mom is still in the house and might hear me

If it doesn't feel right hold back get help there are other answers
My thoughts come and go maybe with work you can overcome this xxx

I'm tired of the push and pull of wanting to live and die. I'm kinda calm but I'm scared. I already opened the bottle and have 6mg worth of pills. I'm trying to finish what I started for once without being an impulsive fucking mess

 

[Katerina]

Thank you. This shit is getting everywhere in my room. I'm hoping to god I don't vomit because my mom is still in the house and might hear me

I'm tired of the push and pull of wanting to live and die. I'm kinda calm but I'm scared. I already opened the bottle and have 6mg worth of pills. I'm trying to finish what I started for once without being an impulsive fucking mess

I totally understand the push pull things start looking up then wham back down again but it's ok to change your mind stuff what people think do what's right for you good luck with YOUR decision x

 

[White_Room293]

I filled the pills and now have to make the decision. The last thing I want is some melodrama or to be some attention whore right now. Give me a minute to make the decision

 

[woxihuanni]

My best wishes, but don't feel pressured to go through if you have any doubts. Especially out of a sense of shame.

 

[Blackjack]

I filled the pills and now have to make the decision. The last thing I want is some melodrama or to be some attention whore right now. Give me a minute to make the decision

Take your time to decide, nothing good comes from being impulsive.

 

[White_Room293]

Take your time to decide, nothing good comes from being impulsive.

I can't do it. It's not my time to go I guess. Sorry for the dramatic post it wasn't my intention. I just can't swallow them it just feels wrong

My best wishes, but don't feel pressured to go through if you have any doubts. Especially out of a sense of shame.

I feel like a mongoloid and have a ton of shame actually but I'm just going to clean up the mess I made and go to bed. I have a bit of stuff to do tomorrow. Sorry for wasting your time.

Can I still use the open nitrite jar or is it already destroyed because of the air? It was 20 bucks so I can always buy more but I'm just wondering.

 

[ChristopherWalken]

I can't do it. It's not my time to go I guess. Sorry for the dramatic post it wasn't my intention. I just can't swallow them it just feels wrong

I feel like a mongoloid and have a ton of shame actually but I'm just going to clean up the mess I made and go to bed. I have a bit of stuff to do tomorrow. Sorry for wasting your time.

Can I still use the open nitrite jar or is it already destroyed because of the air? It was 20 bucks so I can always buy more but I'm just wondering.

You're not wasting anybodies time man this is your life we're talking about here. I'm glad you decided to stick around and good luck on your stuff tomorrow.

 

[blackflag1]

Take your time my friend. Follow the antiemetic protocol unless you want to IV your SN. If you throw up while trying, you may fail or end up experiencing more side effects than necessary.

 

[DeathImminent]

Take your time my friend. Follow the antiemetic protocol unless you want to IV your SN. If you throw up while trying, you may fail or end up experiencing more side effects than necessary.

Where have you read than you can IV SN?

 

[blackflag1]

It works by getting in your bloodstream. That is where the hemoglobin conversion process occurs. That is the mechanism by which SN works. Follow antiemetic protocol available on this site and it works just as well orally.

 

[DeathImminent]

It works by getting in your bloodstream. That is where the hemoglobin conversion process occurs. That is the mechanism by which SN works. Follow antiemetic protocol available on this site and it works just as well.

Do you have any evidence that it works just like you said? I dont think that IVing salt directly to your bloodstream is good idea and secondly why would you need antiemetic when you are IVing it? I have read countless SN attempts and PPH advices and there is nothing about IVing it.

 

[blackflag1]

You IV it when treating for cyanide poisoning. It can be used intravenously without issue. Antiemetic is needed for oral administration.
My advice is to stick to the protocol on this site. Simple, effective and to the point. No need to get exotic with it. I will never give information that is prone to result in failure. Intravenously administering requires some additional skill.

 

[BecauseOfMyPurpose]

Do you have any evidence that it works just like you said? I dont think that IVing salt directly to your bloodstream is good idea and secondly why would you need antiemetic when you are IVing it? I have read countless SN attempts and PPH advices and there is nothing about IVing it.

Wouldn't IVing SN mixed in water would be similar to a regular Saline solution of a normal IV?
I'm not medically trained so I could be wrong, just a thought..