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deerme
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- Feb 8, 2021
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I don't understand what's wrong with me. I'm terrified of dying, the thought of *nothing* is terrifying to me. My mind cant understand it or even begin to wrap my head around it. It's terrifying.
Yet, I get so depressed every so often that nothing sounds so peaceful. I've attempted to ctb twice. I wasn't scared at all and only survived by luck. It's like I'm a completely different person. It's just so weird to explain. Are you guys like this to? Maybe im just s coward
Yet, I get so depressed every so often that nothing sounds so peaceful. I've attempted to ctb twice. I wasn't scared at all and only survived by luck. It's like I'm a completely different person. It's just so weird to explain. Are you guys like this to? Maybe im just s coward