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Emily
- Oct 7, 2024
- 59
I know some of my posts sound otherwise, but I'm still on the fence about CTB. I am trying to plan ahead if all else fails, and I am trying to give myself at least until I get into college for a while to do it if I feel there is no other option. If you feel this way about yourself, I understand as well as CTB is permanent and so it is quite the heavy decision. Listing all the nuances and whatnot can take a long time and those things change over time in many ways. If you have made up your mind, whether it is or isn't CTB, I hope that you find peace in your decision and are happy with what you have compared with the two.
If I do end up CTB, oh well. I tried my best. If I don't, then hopefully I will be able to live happy and be happy about my decision. This has been at the forefront of my mind for years and tipping the scales either way may never happen but I hope that when I do it's an educated decision. Part of me also wants to fail on my first attempt as a cry for help and also I want to try mental health counseling again. I've never been able to find a therapist that fits well with me but I hope there is one out there if I try that again.
As for you who is reading this, regardless of your decision on this or if you are undecided, please take care. I've only met nice people here and so I wish yall the best. Love yall
If I do end up CTB, oh well. I tried my best. If I don't, then hopefully I will be able to live happy and be happy about my decision. This has been at the forefront of my mind for years and tipping the scales either way may never happen but I hope that when I do it's an educated decision. Part of me also wants to fail on my first attempt as a cry for help and also I want to try mental health counseling again. I've never been able to find a therapist that fits well with me but I hope there is one out there if I try that again.
As for you who is reading this, regardless of your decision on this or if you are undecided, please take care. I've only met nice people here and so I wish yall the best. Love yall