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AlmostFinished

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I bought SN from a Polish supplier on October 6. On October 11 he sent it. On the 13th he told me that he was in customs. I replied that there are no customs between Spain and Poland and he told me that it is a routine procedure at the airport, packages are weighed and X-ray passes. He told me that I will probably receive the package on Friday.

Today my Primperan has arrived, it has come in an ordinary mail envelope. I have taken a dose and I will not eat to be prepared when the time comes, I will make a 24-hour regimen. I don't have Tagamet, maybe I can get baking soda.

I feel anxious, not because they could be my last 24 hours of life but because I have started the process without even having my SN

I can't even be calm in my last moments.

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woxihuanni

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Why the hurry, though?
 
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woxihuanni

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I wish you the best outcome...
 
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my thoughts and wishes are with you
 
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good luck
 
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Sending you love and we are here for you throughout the process should you need us.
 
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