Miku _fanboy101

Miku _fanboy101

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Oct 23, 2023
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I've been starving for so long my skin feels so much thinner and I feel so weak. I'm so hungry yet I have no appetite. I wanna keep starving, it feels so right. This is right for me. I am purged for she will allow me to feel better. It hurts.
 
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TotallyNotWielkiM

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Is this your chosen method of CTB? I've been thinking about starving myself, but only to lose some KGs, yet I'm scared of my body's reaction when I'll want to stop.
 
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Miku _fanboy101

Miku _fanboy101

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Oct 23, 2023
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Is this your chosen method of CTB? I've been thinking about starving myself, but only to lose some KGs, yet I'm scared of my body's reaction when I'll want to stop.
This is not my choice of CTB but I don't think it would be a bad way out for myself yk? if you where to actually do that I would recommend fasting properly so you don't hurt yourself and it's more effective than just to purely starve
 
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I'm on hunger strike right now. Haven't eaten 18 days now. I feel it but surprised I don't feel much worse. If you can manage to not eat or drink anything you should die in 6 days or less
 
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This is not my choice of CTB but I don't think it would be a bad way out for myself yk? if you where to actually do that I would recommend fasting properly so you don't hurt yourself and it's more effective than just to purely starve

Well, if it's not your method of CTB then I'd be strongly against starvation like this. Just seems like unnecessary pain. I think it's just better to go peacefully.

Btw. fav Miku song?
 
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I've been starving for so long my skin feels so much thinner and I feel so weak. I'm so hungry yet I have no appetite. I wanna keep starving, it feels so right. This is right for me. I am purged for she will allow me to feel better. It hurts.
Honestly I feel the same, I'm in a endless cycle of not having energy because of hunger, and not being able to prepare any meals because I don't have any energy for it. I can go the entire day with only like one small portion of chips, and I'm ok with it, even if I feel my health slowly declining.
 
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I'm on hunger strike right now. Haven't eaten 18 days now. I feel it but surprised I don't feel much worse. If you can manage to not eat or drink anything you should die in 6 days or less
tiny amounts of food is much worse than having no food at all.
I'm on hunger strike right now. Haven't eaten 18 days now. I feel it but surprised I don't feel much worse. If you can manage to not eat or drink anything you should die in 6 days or less
Yeah I've seen so many people say how starvation to death is painful, but I don't really believe that it's painful to literally starve to death only by drinking some water everyday and some electrolytes and not having any food at all.
 
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tiny amounts of food is much worse than having no food at all.

Yeah I've seen so many people say how starvation to death is painful, but I don't really believe that it's painful to literally starve to death only by drinking some water everyday and some electrolytes and not having any food at all.
Actually surprised I don't feel worse. Im drinking stuff with lotsa sugar
 
Miku _fanboy101

Miku _fanboy101

Rahhhh
Oct 23, 2023
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Is this your chosen method of CTB? I've been thinking about starving myself, but only to lose some KGs, yet I'm scared of my body's reaction when I'll want to stop
Well, if it's not your method of CTB then I'd be strongly against starvation like this. Just seems like unnecessary pain. I think it's just better to go peacefully.

Btw. fav Miku song?
Maybe it is unnecessary but If I stop, she won't let me.

Also my favorite song is 生きてるおばけは生きている by Utsu-P
 

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