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KattinKai!

KattinKai!

KrazyKat
Nov 9, 2025
48
I've had intrusive thoughts for a while now, and they're getting worse. I want to hurt somebody, and myself. I mainly want to hurt people that hurt others, I want to kill them. And I want to kill myself. But the thing is I can't kill myself. So maybe, I'll self-harm as a way to slowly die. Don't know what I'm going to use, but... Yep. I wish to die.
 
OOUUneverover

OOUUneverover

Member
Nov 19, 2025
18
I get strong intrusive thoughts as well, they are usually about other people suffering at my expense. They are impossible to control and only get worse if you try to ignore them..
 
khairan

khairan

A bitch and a Lolcow 🐮
Sep 4, 2025
35
I won't tell you what you should or shouldn't do because I can relate to your feelings but I recommend you do not be impulsive about it.
 
AstralMadness

AstralMadness

hellwalker
Nov 20, 2025
75
been there, still am. It's really damn annoying to see them pop up more and more often
 

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