Venting Im starting to feel more like an animal than a "human being"

[Surai]

Starting to feel like my needs are all I have left to get me out of bed. my wants have diwindled down to a point because I know they are so unacheivable, and it makes me feel like the animal (that I am) surviving off bare necessities of living to not physically die.

 

[PlannedforPeru]

I'm honestly in the same boat while I'm waiting for the last of my CTB kit to arrive. No real drive to pursue anything above the base level of Maslow's hierarchy of needs. It's depressing as shit, you got anyone close-ish like family or friends?