I'm sorry for asking this but I'm desperate

[Mary Janex]

Hey guys,
For a number of reasons, I decided to end my life some time ago. I am also very sure that this is what I want. The only thing that keeps me here is the reason that I don't have many options how to do it and the ones I have considered, would be too painful or have a very low successrate. I've thought about cutting my veins for a long time but I get sick from blood and I'm too scared of the pain. I have also considered drinking detergent or washing powder but even then I am very unlikely to die. Hanging myself is also out of question because I have no place where I could do it and I don't know how. I have already tried to commit suicide by swallowing about 500g of normal salt (not SN) but I threw it all up immediately. (I heard that you could do it this way but yeah ik very stupid) can someone please help me? I also can't really get on meds like opiods that could kill me. Could I do it with cleaning or detergent? Is there a small chance if I drink a lot of it? Please someone, I just want it to end and I have my reasons.
Thank you <3
Ps: please pm me because I know it's against the rules
Edit: Oh I'm not able to receive a pm so Idk

 

[JesiBel]

Hi, I'm sorry you're finding yourself in this situation.

Since you're new here, it would be a good idea to first read the pinned topics about all the available methods and those not recommended.

Don't try anything, it's better to get informed first. Life sucks, but it's better not to take risks and end up worse.

 

[Michi_Violeta]

One very valuable resource here is the PPH, you can easily find the download link. It's meant for euthanasia patients, but hey, same goal: a dignified and peaceful death.

Don't rush to it. Dying properly is properly hard, disheartening as it may sound, but it is possible. Downside is that planning postpones things and you may feel "better" later on, but the upside is that you'll have a reliable method ready to go when you are.

 

[DegenerateLoser]

Hey guys,
For a number of reasons, I decided to end my life some time ago. I am also very sure that this is what I want. The only thing that keeps me here is the reason that I don't have many options how to do it and the ones I have considered, would be too painful or have a very low successrate. I've thought about cutting my veins for a long time but I get sick from blood and I'm too scared of the pain. I have also considered drinking detergent or washing powder but even then I am very unlikely to die. Hanging myself is also out of question because I have no place where I could do it and I don't know how. I have already tried to commit suicide by swallowing about 500g of normal salt (not SN) but I threw it all up immediately. (I heard that you could do it this way but yeah ik very stupid) can someone please help me? I also can't really get on meds like opiods that could kill me. Could I do it with cleaning or detergent? Is there a small chance if I drink a lot of it? Please someone, I just want it to end and I have my reasons.
Thank you <3
Ps: please pm me because I know it's against the rules
Edit: Oh I'm not able to receive a pm so Idk

It's better not to be impulsive and think through before you do anything as you don't want to get caught attempting or end up in your same position but in critical condition. Take time to read out every method and pick your personal favorite - have to add that you should not self harm or rush through anything as there's really no point and you will just make your life worse than it already is.

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand just wanting to be free from it all, to never suffer ever again is all I personally hope for, I wish there's the option to just simply cease existing in peace with no more pain, no more suffering, I see so much cruelty in how painless guaranteed ways to cease existing are made inaccessible. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope you find the freedom you search for.