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nooneyouknow
bed rotting
- Jul 17, 2024
- 6
i cannot stand being alive with such shitty emotions and just such a shitty time. i hang out with one person regularly and in the worst and keeping touch with people because I don't even realize the days going by anymore, it's just felt like a really long week this past few years. I can't take care of myself right or any other living thing with me and I'm so tired. I hung out with my ex yesterday, we're trying to be friends but it hurts to much I don't think I can do it. i love her to death honestly and just knowing it's more than one sided hurts. she's been doing her best and has been understanding with me and my emotions due to the breakup but holy shit I'm not doing it well but I cannot fathom the thought of not being friends with her at the very least. i really meant it when I told her I wanted to get old together and I looked forward to it. I dunno. I'm tired of feeling such shit I don't wanna do this anymore. It's been almost 6 months and I'm not even close to being over it, I've never been over anybody. But it sucks because damn do people have an easy time being over me