Venting im so tired

[goofygoober]

i am so tired of this. i just cant. im too much of a pussy to actually ctb. maybe one day ill have the balls to finally do it.

 

[FuneralCry]

I very much understand your feelings, but I don't really think that it's cowardly feeling as though you are unable to go through with ctb. Suicide is something that really is so unnecessarily difficult after all and I envy those who managed to go through with it. But of course it certainly can be so awful and tiring feeling trapped in this hellish world, it should be easier for us to free ourselves from it.