• Hey Guest,

    As you know, censorship around the world has been ramping up at an alarming pace. The UK and OFCOM has singled out this community and have been focusing its censorship efforts here. It takes a good amount of resources to maintain the infrastructure for our community and to resist this censorship. We would appreciate any and all donations.

    Bitcoin (BTC): 39deg9i6Zp1GdrwyKkqZU6rAbsEspvLBJt
    ETH: 0xd799aF8E2e5cEd14cdb344e6D6A9f18011B79BE9
    Monero (XMR): 49tuJbzxwVPUhhDjzz6H222Kh8baKe6rDEsXgE617DVSDD8UKNaXvKNU8dEVRTAFH9Av8gKkn4jDzVGF25snJgNfUfKKNC8
S

saturn1402

Take me back to the night we met
Sep 13, 2024
108
It sounds so pathetic I know, but I just wish in my last moments there would be someone holding my hand or just staying at the phone telling me that everything will be fine.

Dying alone is probably the worst thing :/
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: DoomCry, Reflection, Hotsackage and 5 others
Kyotospade

Kyotospade

The Angel of Death
Jan 5, 2025
342
I feel the same
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: Sannti, Praestat_Mori and saturn1402
Z

zappynomore

Member
Feb 22, 2025
76
yep, that's why I will try my best to find someone to be there with. Though if that takes too long or its not possible I guess I will just have to do it alone.
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: miseryonearth and Praestat_Mori
O

outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,740
I look forward to CTB'ing alone, I don't want anybody within 100 feet of me, I don't want anybody to try to save me
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: Joarga and Praestat_Mori
S

saturn1402

Take me back to the night we met
Sep 13, 2024
108
I look forward to CTB'ing alone, I don't want anybody within 100 feet of me, I don't want anybody to try to save me
I didn't mean someone to save me. More like just someone who would hold my hand and let me pass away surrounded by a bit of love at least
yep, that's why I will try my best to find someone to be there with. Though if that takes too long or it's not possible I guess I will just have to do it alone.
Like a friend you mean?
 
GoSan1

GoSan1

Misfit
Nov 7, 2024
268
Well, its not much but if you were ever to choose to ctb and really don't want to be alone, I can offer up my company. Not that that's going to make anything better about all of this tho...
 
littlelungs

littlelungs

Wizard
Oct 21, 2018
646
I don't think it sounds pathetic at all. 🤗 Humans are social animals and I think it's a completely valid and understandable fear to have. I'm just so sorry that you're so scared and that things have gotten so bad for you in the first place – life can be so relentlessly brutal. Sending virtual hugs if wanted/needed.
 
  • Love
Reactions: saturn1402
Z

zappynomore

Member
Feb 22, 2025
76
I didn't mean someone to save me. More like just someone who would hold my hand and let me pass away surrounded by a bit of love at least

Like a friend you mean?
not got any friends :(

I dunno was hoping to find someone on here or something one time.

Just a common person who feels the same.
 
  • Love
Reactions: saturn1402
S

saturn1402

Take me back to the night we met
Sep 13, 2024
108
not got any friends :(

I dunno was hoping to find someone on here or something one time.

Just a common person who feels the same.
Oh I totally get you 🤍 sending you hugs 🫂🫂
 
Boots2Scoots

Boots2Scoots

Piece of dirt
Jan 23, 2025
108
Peep the partners megathread! There's probably a few people that'd be willing to be on the phone with ya.
 
  • Like
  • Love
Reactions: amomentspeace, DoomCry, saturn1402 and 1 other person
TransTaxEvader

TransTaxEvader

Expires March 31st 2025
Feb 22, 2025
141
its understandable and relatable. I wish i could find someone. I just want to not be alone. its hard to find people in the central US
 
  • Love
  • Like
Reactions: zappynomore and saturn1402
S

saturn1402

Take me back to the night we met
Sep 13, 2024
108
Peep the partners megathread! There's probably a few people that'd be willing to be on the phone with ya.
Thank you so much! Had no idea about this mega thread
 
Boots2Scoots

Boots2Scoots

Piece of dirt
Jan 23, 2025
108
You're welcome!! Hope you find what you're looking for. Best of luck to you!
 
  • Love
Reactions: saturn1402
B

bananaolympus

Experienced
Dec 12, 2024
200
Yeah i would also love that someone is with me before unconsciousness hits like in the movies when somebody is fatally injured, would be a nice last memory to have having someone with you instead of being alone in a room
 
  • Love
Reactions: saturn1402
P

Peace2peace

Specialist
Dec 26, 2024
364
Have been there for someone and can be there for u depending on when u wanna go I don't have much time left either pls only sn or od can't do hanging or something traumatic like guns
 
Last edited:
  • Love
Reactions: saturn1402

Similar threads

kittyunicorn808
Replies
5
Views
414
Suicide Discussion
SchrodingerIsDed
SchrodingerIsDed
gnarly
Replies
2
Views
104
Offtopic
Alo the obvi alien
Alo the obvi alien
H
Replies
1
Views
148
Recovery
timf
T
MindFog
Replies
4
Views
211
Recovery
Dak
Dak
imsotired005
Venting I wish
Replies
1
Views
154
Suicide Discussion
FuneralCry
FuneralCry