Im so scared to die alone

[saturn1402]

It sounds so pathetic I know, but I just wish in my last moments there would be someone holding my hand or just staying at the phone telling me that everything will be fine.

Dying alone is probably the worst thing :/

 

[Kyotospade]

I feel the same

 

[zappynomore]

yep, that's why I will try my best to find someone to be there with. Though if that takes too long or its not possible I guess I will just have to do it alone.

 

[outrider567]

I look forward to CTB'ing alone, I don't want anybody within 100 feet of me, I don't want anybody to try to save me

 

[saturn1402]

I look forward to CTB'ing alone, I don't want anybody within 100 feet of me, I don't want anybody to try to save me

I didn't mean someone to save me. More like just someone who would hold my hand and let me pass away surrounded by a bit of love at least

yep, that's why I will try my best to find someone to be there with. Though if that takes too long or it's not possible I guess I will just have to do it alone.

Like a friend you mean?

 

[GoSan1]

Well, its not much but if you were ever to choose to ctb and really don't want to be alone, I can offer up my company. Not that that's going to make anything better about all of this tho...

 

[littlelungs]

I don't think it sounds pathetic at all. Humans are social animals and I think it's a completely valid and understandable fear to have. I'm just so sorry that you're so scared and that things have gotten so bad for you in the first place – life can be so relentlessly brutal. Sending virtual hugs if wanted/needed.

 

[zappynomore]

I didn't mean someone to save me. More like just someone who would hold my hand and let me pass away surrounded by a bit of love at least

Like a friend you mean?

not got any friends :(

I dunno was hoping to find someone on here or something one time.

Just a common person who feels the same.

 

[saturn1402]

not got any friends :(

I dunno was hoping to find someone on here or something one time.

Just a common person who feels the same.

Oh I totally get you sending you hugs

 

[Boots2Scoots]

Peep the partners megathread! There's probably a few people that'd be willing to be on the phone with ya.

 

[HopingOnaMiracle]

You can look for a partner here...

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/partners-megathread-read-the-rules-on-page-1-before-posting.1253/page-207#post-2900115

 

[TransTaxEvader]

its understandable and relatable. I wish i could find someone. I just want to not be alone. its hard to find people in the central US

 

[saturn1402]

Peep the partners megathread! There's probably a few people that'd be willing to be on the phone with ya.

Thank you so much! Had no idea about this mega thread

 

[Boots2Scoots]

You're welcome!! Hope you find what you're looking for. Best of luck to you!

 

[bananaolympus]

Yeah i would also love that someone is with me before unconsciousness hits like in the movies when somebody is fatally injured, would be a nice last memory to have having someone with you instead of being alone in a room

 

[Peace2peace]

Have been there for someone and can be there for u depending on when u wanna go I don't have much time left either pls only sn or od can't do hanging or something traumatic like guns