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pomcustard
Coping with sweets
- Jul 29, 2024
- 24
Just the thought of still waking up after an attempt is horrifying to me. It almost makes me too scared to even attempt to begin with. I'm planning on ctb soon and I don't know what I'll do if it fails again. I'm too weak to use a method like hanging, drowning, or cutting. I desperately need this to work. I just want to be at peace. Please let this work.