I’m so sad today

[Steamm]

I'm at work right now but I can't concentrate and just want to be dead. The pain is so unreal.

 

[Tonight634]

I can feel you
What can I say
It sucks right

 

[albino_elk]

I dunno
I had so many jobs and in all of them i couldnt concentrate and my chest always was in pain. So weird

 

[Ghost2211]

Sending you hugs. Hopefully your time after work is better.

 

[Metalhead]

I'm so sorry to hear you are feeling this way, sending you a huge hug

 

[Steamm]

I'm thinking about taking SN tonight as soon as I get home. I'll probably chicken out but I don't know. Maybe I'll have the courage to put me out of my misery.

 

[StateOfMind]

I'm thinking about taking SN tonight as soon as I get home. I'll probably chicken out but I don't know. Maybe I'll have the courage to put me out of my misery.

I'm just happy that you at least have an option to get out of this hell hole.

 

[Steamm]

I'm just happy that you at least have an option to get out of this hell hole.

Dont you have? SN is easy. My mother took away my first SN but I got another one well hide.

 

[StateOfMind]

Dont you have? SN is easy. My mother took away my first SN but I got another one well hide.

I like to keep things simple.
So my method is train.
If I can not overcome SI I may turn to SN or partial again.

 

[Steamm]

I like to keep things simple.
So my method is train.
If I can not overcome SI I may turn to SN or partial again.

I see, good luck to you too

 

[mylastserenade]

I feel your pain. I've had a really bad day to, got the news i didnt want to hear and after that the day has been pretty rough

 

[allym101]

I'm at work right now but I can't concentrate and just want to be dead. The pain is so unreal.

I'm sorry you have to go through that, I've been feeling the same way. I cant concentrate on anything and I find myself wanting to attempt everyday. I know I have to wait since I haven't throughly planned out my attempt enough. It's painful. I'm so tired.

 

[MiseryLovesMyCompany]

I'm thinking about taking SN tonight as soon as I get home. I'll probably chicken out but I don't know. Maybe I'll have the courage to put me out of my misery.

It's really tempting when it just sits there waiting for you to consume it.

 

[Steamm]

I just want it to be over. Why am I so stupid

 

[mylastserenade]

I just want it to be over. Why am I so stupid

Why are you stupid?

 

[Steamm]

Why are you stupid?

Because I'm unable to kill myself.

 

[mylastserenade]

Because I'm unable to kill myself.

It might not just be bad enough then. What if you drink alcohol first?

 

[Steamm]

It might not just be bad enough then. What if you drink alcohol first?

I don't know, it's been a while since the last time I had a drink, and SN requires an empty stomach, so it might not work.

 

[MiseryLovesMyCompany]

It might not just be bad enough then. What if you drink alcohol first?

SN is not the kind of method where you can just drink alcohol before. Well, you can't drink anything actually.

 

[dropdeadfred]

Sometimes when my sadness gets so deep, I feel as though I'm going insane. No fun- virtual hugs to you.